Blesiv My Bsf!

chapter53

Nicole pov
Kiari drove off to watter burger (idk how to spell it 💀)
And went through the driveway
K:are you sure
N:yes I'm fine
K:ok
He ordered his food and went to the window paid and got his food we drove home where everyone was
D:Nicole you ok
N:I'm fine I just need to be alone
I ran to my room and locked the door as I get a FaceTime from mhm you guessed Alex
I laid down on my bed and faced the camera to the ceiling and answered
A:hey
N:hello
A:can I see you plss
N:nope not in the right mind set
A:plss I won't be able to sat what I need to
N: whatever
I said as I sat on the floor on and put my hood on from my hoodie and put my phone against the night lap
A:umm Agustin told he what happen
N:ok...
A:I'm sorry
N:you say that every time
A:I really am
N:no your not
A:nicole I'm sorry I'm a jerk I know but i-i
N:you what Alex you hurt my mind set making me think I'm  not Worth it ,die, kill yourself ,nobody cares about me everyone hates me he is just using me i-
A:stop I understand your nun of that
N:ok sure but also the fact that you didn't explain yourself on why this break up had to happen tell me
A:ok yes there is someone else that i like I'm sorry I just lost feelings for-
N:there... You could of just said that but no you lied to me and made me feel special
A:look I'm sorry
N:mhm
A:can we at least be cool
N:we are cool but we can't be best friends anymore
A,:yea that's fine
N:right then goodbye
A:bye....
Not gonna lie I missed him the way he would kiss me the way he felt when he hugged me the way he called me princess or baby was cute I guess I lost it all it's over happiness isn't forever I guess
I threw my phone
I get t up and laid in bed and fell asleep
I woke up the next morning as I got up and changed into^^^^
Before I put my shirt on I looked at my wrist it was all discusting cuts everywhere dried blood all over them I quickly put on my shirt and my airforces and let my hair down I didn't even straighten it or anything
I walked out my room to seeing everyone on the couch I got my keys and and walked out and got in my car i got in and drove to the hospital once I got there I went to ale room and saw him there I got a chair and sat next to him
N:hey ale I miss you I'm sorry again for last time I'm so dumb it's my fault
I was there all morning I guess it felt like 10 minutes but then everyone else came in
M: Nicole you should take a break and come eat with us
N:I'm not hungry
M:you sure
N:yea
K:go I will talk to her
M:ok
K:Nicole
N:yea
K:,come on let's eat something you haven't eaten anything
N:I'm fine
K:at least come with us
N:sure
I said as I got up and walked with him out the door
We went to a Chinese restaurant and sat down I got water to drink but I didn't order anything
K:Nicole eat something
N:I'm ok
K:at least these Apple slices
N: fine
Not gonna lie they were the best thing I ever had in a long time I Finished and gave kiari back the plate
Everyone else finished
After we went back to the hospital we went to ale room Sam and devyn sat in the chairs me and kiari sat on the couch as my head was on kiari's lap mattia was standing and alvero was sitting on the floor we were just all in our phones but I wasn't I was starting at ale I wanted to see him wake up and tell me he's ok
soon after I herd the monitor beep loud and saw line went from
📉 Up to down straighten I got up and screamed
N:some one call the doctor
I herd the door open
Doctors came in and took us out to the waiting room .
N:noo
I said crying I'm so upset
Kiari was holding me
N:let me go !!!!
K:stop
N:no let me go!!
K:stop Nicole hes gonna be fine it's just dramatic your making a scene

I turned around facing him
N:what the fuck did you just say?!
K: nothing
N:oh yea nothing you know what fuck you
I slapped him I took his hands off of me
N:fuck all of you ha you guys never gave a fuck well guess you guys aren't the only ones

I said as I walked away I just walked around the hospital for 20 minutes I sat in a bench for a while seeing people with there family being happy geting good news

I then felt someone sit next to me
I turned and it was mattia
M:hi
N:hi
M,:you ok
I nodded
N:I don't what's going on with me
M:it's gonna be ok
N: my life is slowly failing apart
M:no it's not
N: mattia I have nobody
M: family?
N:I'm parents are dead!
M:I'm sorry
N:it's fine
He hugged me tight
N:bro I'm sorry
M:why
N:you guys have to go through my bullshit is nonsense
M:no we know your not in a good place right now from what happen with Alex to what happen with ale
N:I guess did you get news From the doctor
M:no but I think we should go back to check
N:you sure?
M:why do you say that
N: because they all might be mad at me
N:no they aren't mad
N:ok let's go
We both started walking
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Plsss comment ideas for now but I saw someone asked is Alex and Nicole are getting back together but I have a catch that will happen later in the story so stay toon