Blesiv My Bsf!

chapter51

Nicole pov
I decided to got for a drive I turned in the car but I was still thinking if I should leave or not I then got scared by someone knocking on my window I looked and saw it was Sam she scared me not gonna lie
I pulled my window down
N:hey
S:hey what are you doing
N:nothing I was just bored you guys are finnialy home
S:yea I know come on let's go inside
N:sure be there is a sec
Sam left and went inside with the rest I turned off my car and went inside
I saw ale look at me but he rolled his eyes I can't take it anymore he was to special to me as we connected eye contact I ran upstairs and closed my door I ran inside my bathroom and fell on the floor I cried I cried my eyes out i was scared to lose someone special but I ended up losing Everyone I begin too look for my blade and began to cut I cut until my arms were bleeding so much that it got all over me I got up and turned on the shower and took a shower after I changed into black sweats and black hoodie
After I cleaned up and sam came in my room
S:hey you ok
N:yea
S:come on tell me I'm here for you
N:Alex broke up with me
S:no he didn't
N:yea I lost him
S:shit that's messed
N:I asked him if there was someone else and he didn't want to answer
S:he ain't worth it
Me and Sam talked about each other and out feelings
S:I never got to ask this but what is like you nationality
N:oh I'm half Salvadoran and half Mexican
S:oh
N:yea
We talked more until she said she was gonna go sleep so we said our goodbyes and left
I stayed up a little but decided to go live
N:hey guys
Supporters-s
S:hey
S:hiii
S:you looked stressed
S:long time no see
S: finnialy
N:long time no see I know there was some much things going on though promise I'm gonna go live more
S:you need to post on YouTube
S:yea a YouTube video like a vlog
n:a vlog for YouTube sounds good ask me questions
S:where is Alex
S:what happen with Alex
S:are you and Alex together
S:you guys still friends
N:wher- ok Alex is back in navada as you know he lives there he has school me and him are no longer together

Tears formed my eyes

N: and umm no I don't know if we ate still friends but I don't think we will be able to be friends though so please don't go hate just let it be for now ok
S:she sad
S:omg hope you feel better
S:don't be sad
N:and don't worry later I will post a video explaining my life what's going on and question you guys want me to answer but right now it's time to got sleep so I might go live tomorrow
S:kk
S:you better
S:yea pls
N:ok bye I love you
I ended it and went to sleep
The next morning

I didn't get up casue I wasn't feeling it I just stood in bed did my school work and watched Netflix I didn't want to go out and ale is gonna want to screem at me uhhhhhh I guess let it be
I didn't get out of my room I'm pretty sure they left to go eat or something but I guess I'm alone
I ran down stairs and nobody was there I wasn't hungry so
I went back upstairs

I have been all day in my room and I cried more than at least 5 times
I guess nobody has check up on me it was already night time it was 8:37 o decided to go somewhere I but on my shoes and put my hood on and ran down stairs I grabbed my car keys as I did I saw everyone staring I ran outside and went in my car and drove off I drove to the one place

The beach
There was so many memories
There that they cailmed me down I got there and parked my car I turned it off and got out i walked to the sand and sat down I started to the part where Alex asked me to be his girlfriend the best moment I  lived here tears ran down my face the thought of that I'm not in mood for this as I get a call from Agustin
AG:hey mamas
N:hey
AG:you ok
N: yea I'm fine just thinking about stuff
I said as I got up and went in my car I set up my phone and turn the light on
I put my hood right so that he won't be able to see my face
AG:where are you
N:just in my car i wanted to go for a drive
AG:ok can I see your face please
N:no I'm ugly right now
AG:no your not please
I took my hood down
AG:mamas are you ok
N:yes
AG:no you have bags under your eyes
N:I'm fine
AG:your not fine
N: Agustin I'm telling I'm fine I'm just ,I'm just going through a break up that's it
AG:look I want to tell you that your not alone
N:but I feel alone what do you expect to uhhh
AG: Nicole I think I'm gonna fly out to lA
N:no stop you have school and  friends you have to be with
AG:I will ditch them
N:no I promise you that I will be foucusing on myself ok
AG:you promise
N:I promise
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