Blesiv My Bsf!

chapter49

Nicole pov
I went to the restroom and washed my face why am I crying what if something happen to Alex what if nevermind get your mind off of him stop thinking just thinking about something else
Uhhh I washed my hands and went out
S:I'm making dinner ok
N:sure
I sat back down on the bean bag and Decided to just FaceTime Alex
He answered but it rang more than once
N:Alex
A:yes
N:what's wrong are you ok
A:yes why you asking
N: because you didn't text me back or call me
A:it's because after school I had to help out with a project and then when I came home I did my home work and my mom cooked food so I ate and now I'm here
N:oh ok
A:yes
Me and Alex talked for like an hour until Sam said food was ready so I had to buy we said out good nights and hung up
A few days later
Me and Alex are ehhh he has been distance lately I have been talking more to Agustin buy no that I call Alex he doesn't answer me and I don't know why I ask Agustin but he says he doesn't know because Alex looks perfectly fine when he goes over he is always making an excuse about not calling as for me I have been cutting and crying my eyes out I have not been eating and devyn and Sam are worried it don't matter any more the boys stopped visiting us the only thing that keeps me motivating is Agustin but I feel like sooner or later he will leave right now the boys called and said that they  were gonna come

I have been in my room all day just doing school work and sleeping,watching Netflix and being on my phone I guess
I herd the door open but I didn't bother to see who it was
Al:hey Nicole
N:yes
Al:are you ok
N:yea I'm fine
I said as I lifted my head up and faked smile
Al:your not ok
He said as he came up to me and lifted up my chin and looked into my eyes
I had tear in eyes I wanted
To
N:ale I can't take it anymore my life is a mess I don't know I'm doing sometimes I think it was a mistake coming to LA
Al:what if it was mistake then you wouldn't of ment me the boys
N:n-no not wha-
Al:it's exactly what you ment you only think about yourself but not others
N:ale thats no-
Al:its whatever if I and the boys was a mistake it's better if I stay out of your life
N:noo!!
He left
I started cry and punching the floor I can't I have so much anger
I put on a hoodie and put the hood on I ran out the house
And ran to the park I sat in the bend I saw where we were all eat when Alex left we were all happy and I just smiled to myself with tear in my eyes I walked away to this abondon place it was made of bricks
There was a plane brick wall and all the anger I had I started punching it so hard that I looked at my hands and the were bleeding I had blood all over my knuckles it started raining so I ran back home
And got to the porch and then stood there for 5 seconds I slowly opened the door as I saw Kiri run to me and hug me and touched my cheeks and looked at me and hugged me he looked at my hands and saw the blood
He picked me up and took my to the bathroom and sat me down he cleaned me up and
Took me to my room he changed me because I was wet from the rain outside he laid down right next to me and laid my head in his chest as then I fell asleep
I woke right by kiari
K:hey
N:hey
K:can we talk
N:sure
K:so wha-
Me and kiari talked about what had happened with ale and I also told him about Alex
N:yea so how are you and chythia
K:well we broke up but for now because we both need a break and we both decided to try and date someone else just to see if we are comfortable and we will see if we get back together later

N:oh sorry
K:it's fine I kinda needed a break to
N:I'm sorry for my bullshit it's messed up I'm being dramatic
K:no why do you say that
N: because everyone takes me serious Alejandro left me and I don't have him any more
K:it's gonna be ok
I the get a call
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