Blesiv My Bsf!

chapter39🤷🏻‍♀️😔

October 20
Nicole pov
Alex's birthday and I sent him a package like a birthday present I have been more stressed out and I have bags under my eyes the reason is because my birthday was coming up and Alex was not gonna be here and he make me happy but it's ok and the reason why I fainted last time was because I wasn't eating good also sleeping and I still am not devyn and Sam have been worried but Alejandro was a lot more as for kiri he doesn't even notice he's been hanging out with that girl named Cynthia and I definitely lost a little bit of weight for sure but right now I'm ft Alex and he is opening up his present from me
I gave him a pair of costum Nike air Forces his favorite candy and a painting I made for him with a picture of us in the middle
A:aww I love it thank you
N:haha no problem
P:hey Alex did you like your new car
A:I did best present ever
I became sad was mine not good enough
P:I have a surprise
A:what is it
P:you have to put this blind fold on
A:k Nicole I won't hung up I'm just gonna take you with me
Alex had his phone in his hand and he had his blind fold on and he was walking and he took his blind fold off and I herd people say surprise I was definitely happy for him but I felt like it was my fault for leaving him idk
A:ok Nicole I got to go I don't think I can call you later but bye
N:bye
I hunged up I cried idk why
I felt Alone like it was my fault if I wouldn't of left me and Alex would of been dating I would of been there to surprise him with his birthday and everything would of turned out different but it was my fault
I cried silently I was on the floor I got up and herd the door open
Al:nicoleee
N:umm yess
Al:hurry we need go to my apartment everyone is over there
N:I will be down in a minute
Al:ok
I went to the bathroom and washed my face
And changed into^^^ and my hair was down I but up my hood and went downstairs trying to avoid for Alejandro to see that I have been crying I don't want him asking questions
Al: ready
N:yea let's go
We went to the apartment and everyone was there and tomorrow was devyn's birthday
M:hi Nicole you ok
N:I'm fine
Alv:you sure
N:yea I am
We sat down and as usual Kiri was not here
D: everyone get a plate and start to eat
Alv:here
Alvero was handing me a plate
N:no thanks
S:your not gonna eat
N:I'm not hungry
S:you sure
N:yea...
Everyone ate and watch a movie I just sat there looking at videos on my phone that every one posted of Alex party
The movie finished and we all just decided to talk when the one and only Kiri walked in he was being a jerk and I didn't like this kinda Kiri
He sat down and said hi to everyone I got up and went to the bathroom I saw myself and I look like I have been stressed and to be honest I haven't been sleeping or eating
I went out and walked back to where I was sitting
But then I blacked down and I felt like I fell and felt like someone caught me it felt familiar I knew who it was it was Kiri
Later.....
I woke up in Kiri's room and saw him sitting at the edge of the bed looking at me
I tried to get but he he didn't let me
N:let me go
K:no
N:why
K:you need to rest and eat
N:no I don't leave me alone I got up and walked to the door but Kiri got my waist and threw me on the bed
K:I said no
N:leave me alone I don't care I'm ok I don't need food I'm completely fine
K:no your not I'm trying to help you this is second time this happens
N:oh so now you wanna be here for me but back then you didn't but now that you see that something happens to me you come back
K:what do you mean I have been here the whole time your the one that has been pushing me away
N:that's not true and you know that you leave to your girlfriends and house and never come back I sit here and cry myself to sleep but and when I need you the most your not here but who was there when you were sick or when you needed to cuddle with someone huh tell me!!

At that point we were yelling to each other but I had tears coming out of my eyes

N:don't you realize that
You left me alone

I walked towards the door and pushed him off and ran down stairs towards the front door
Al:hey are you ok where are you going
N:,I'm ok I'm going home
I ran outside to the side walk and began to walk until...
Al:Nicole come back don't leave
N:it's ok I just wanna go

Alejandro ran up to me and pulled my arm I stopped in my tracks
He pulled me in a hug as I cried

Al:it's gonna be ok I know it's been a mess buts it's going to be ok
N:I can't
Al:come on let's go back to my apartment
N:I don't wanna see anyone right now
Al: come on I will carry you

Alejandro picked me and put my legs around his waist and I put my head on his neck and instantly fell asleep
I woke up in Alejandro's bed
But didn't see anyone I checked my phone and it was 8:07
So I went downstairs and saw everyone playing around and laughing
I went outside and called an Uber and then it got here I ended up going home
At sat in my bed watching TV until I fell asleep
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Ok I know it's like this there is going to be a reason why everything is happening ok but comment ideas and vote for more chapters and sorry for any mistakes..