I'm Not An Idiot

Chapter 5

A/N I forgot to mention that Winn is in this even though he's not in season 4 of the show. But he's ma little cinnamon roll and so I have to put him in.
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Kara's POV
I roll over again trying to gather my thoughts. I couldn't sleep last night, I was trying to understand what happened. I'm not even gay. I mean... I think I'm not gay. I groan and get up, making my way to the shower. After I showered and got ready, I went to the fridge and found some left over potstickers.
"Yes! Score!"
I warm them up with my heat vision and eat them in a matter of seconds. I check my phone to see that it is gone midday.
I should call Alex again.
I press call under Alex's name.
"What"
"Good morning to you to."
"I'm hungover and tired."
"I'm having a crisis."
There's a pause.
"What happened?" She asks, curiosity in her voice.
Panic and fright runs through me suddenly.
"Well... um.. I... um"
"Spit it out Kara or I'll fall asleep."
"MeandLenaalmostkissedtwiceandithinkihavefeelingsforherbutimnotsureifimevengay."
"HOLY SHIT! YOU ALMSOT KISSED LENA!"
I guess that woke her up.
"Yeah. Twice."
"And you have feelings for her?"
"Yeah"
"I knew it. Winn owes me $50."
"I'm sorry what?"
"Oh it was so obvious that you and Lena have feelings for each other. I mean the lunch dates, the way you look at each other and the way you both get super happy when the other shows up or really sad when they don't. I literally bet money that there was something there."
I pause, not knowing how to respond.
"Hello? Anybody there?"
"You think Lena has feelings for me?"
"You think she doesn't?"
I sigh and then groan.
"What's wrong? You like each other. Go and tell her and live happily ever after."
"By doing that I also have to tell her my secret. You don't think I should."
She doesn't speak for a few moments.
"I'll admit I was suspicious of her for a while. But I trust you and your judgement and after seeing you two and getting to know her more last night, I think you should tell her."
I smile, thankful that I finally have her approval.
"Thank you Alex."
"No problem. Oh and why aren't you sure you're gay?"
"I mean I like Lena, I get butterflies and all that cliche stuff, but I also know that I really did love Mon-El."
"Well, you could be bisexual where you can fall for both men and women."
I think for a moment.
I loved Mon-El and I'm falling for Lena... bisexual feels right.
"But you don't have to label yourself if you don't want to"
"Right. Thanks Alex."
"You're welcome."
I smile.
"Anyway I'm gonna hang up as my headache is starting to come back. You go get your girl!"
She hangs up before I have the chance to reply and I roll my eyes.
I'm bisexual.
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Lena's POV
I can't believe I almost kissed Kara again. She probably thinks I'm crazy or something. I grunt and return to the work on my desk.
Knock Knock
"Come in."
Jess enters with a package in her hands.
"This just arrived for you Miss Luthor."
I smile at her which she returns.
"Thank you Jess."
She turns around and leaves. I furrow my brows as I look at the box.
I didn't order anything.
I look at the top.
Before I get the chance to open it, my door opens and Kara saunters in. She has a Big Belly Burger in her hand and a huge smile on her face.
"Kara. What're you doing here?"
She frowns, looking saddened.
"It's one o'clock."
I look at my watch.
"So it is. I apologise. I was just so wrapped up in my work."
"It's fine."
I go around the desk and give her a hug, leading her to the sofa instead of my desk.
"A change of scenery. What's the occasion?" She says in a posh accent.
I laugh slightly, making her smile.
"I don't really want to be eating at my desk today, too much work. We won't have any room to eat."
She nods understandingly and unpacks the bag.
"How are you feeling today? Not hungover?"
She smirks while I playfully hit her arm.
"Hey. I wasn't even drunk last night."
"You did have a few drinks though.."
I glare at her as she laughs.
"Do you even remember anything last night." She says playfully.
Our almost kiss flashes in my brain.
"Yes actually. I remember everything."
She doesn't respond so I look up. I meet her eyes and she bites her lip, a small smirk dancing there.
Woah. She seems very confident. It's... hot. The look she's giving me right now is turning me on a little. I raise my eyebrow and slightly tilt my head, making her blush, fix her glasses and look away. Her eyes land on the package.
"What's that?"
"I'm not sure. It turned up before you got here and I haven't opened it."
"Open it."
"I didn't realise you were in control here." I smirk and she rolls her eyes.
"Open it! I wanna see what's in it!"
"Why?"
"It's like Christmas. It's a box and you don't know what's inside."
I shake my head and she looks at me with seriousness.
"Open it."
I laugh and get up and make my way towards the box, a little turned on by her commanding tone.
Now is not the time to be thinking about that!
I tear off the tape on the top of the box. I then open it up and look inside.
Kara starts to make her way over, seeing the worry on my face.
"NO, DONT!"
She stops in her tracks.
"What? Why? What is it?"
She starts to walk again.
"I said stop. You're not allowed to see what's in the box."
"Why?"
"It's embarrassing."
"Oh come one. It can't be that bad."
She takes another step.
"It is."
"But I'm your best friend. Surely you can show me what's in t-"
"It's my sex toys." I blurt out before thinking. I turn a bright shade of red as does Kara as she fixes her glasses.
Kara clears her throat.
"Oh. Sorry."
"It's fine."
There's an awkward silence that lasts what feels like forever.
"Anyway, should we go back to eating and move on from this?"
I nod gratefully and go to sit back on the sofa, Kara following.
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Kara's POV
Rao. Sex toys. Not gonna lie it kinda.. turns me on. Makes me think about Lena pleasuring her self. Rao that's hot. Right now though we're sitting in an awkward silence, eating our food. Lena's phone begins to ring.
"I have to take this."
Lena quickly runs out of the room and I giggle slightly. My gaze wonders to the box.
I wonder what kind of sex toys she's into. I could peep, I mean she's not going to be back for a bit.
No I can't. It's an invasion of privacy.
She doesn't have to know.
I grin and make my way to the box. The closer I get the... weirder I feel.
Maybe this isn't a good idea.
But it could be fun information for later...
I step right up to the desk feeling really weak all of a sudden. I shake my head trying to rid the feeling. I open the box and look inside, feeling too weak to even lift my arm.
What? It.. it can't be... it's..... it's Kryptonite. But that means that Lena tried to stop me because she knew it would effect me. Holy Rao. She knows I'm Supergirl.
Or maybe she didn't want me to see because she knows that last time I found out she had Kryptonite, I went kinda crazy.
I turn away from the box as the door opens revealing Lena.
She looks at the sofa confused, then turns her head and sees me by the box. Panic is clear on her face.
"What're you doing?"
"I.. you know... uh"
I fall to the floor as everything goes black, the last thing I hear is Lena's voice shouting my name.