darling [s.stan]

[31] messages

eleanora:
hey i just wanted to wish you a happy birthday and apologize for breaking up with you when i thought that you cheated on me.

eleanora:
and i'm also really sorry that genny used you like that. i'm just really sorry about everything.

eleanora:
since it's clear you didn't really cheat on me and were tricked, i wasn't sure if maybe you wanted to pick up where we left off? i miss you.

bash:
i can't

eleanora:
you can't

bash:
it's not you

bash:
it's just that i can't do this right now

eleanora:
oh

bash:
at least not with you

eleanora:
what the hell is that supposed to mean?

bash:
i feel like maybe the whole incident with genny, that was a sign

eleanora:
a sign? seb, you don't even know your own zodiac sign

bash:
now i know i'm a leo okay

bash:
but maybe it's a sign we shouldn't be together

bash:
i think we should see other people.

eleanora:
why?

bash:
jesus christ ellie

bash:
after all these years, i thought you would've understood by now. we are NOT good for each other. we break, we crash, we burn, and we fuck up time and time again. it's not working out, it never has and i don't think it ever will.

eleanora:
you know what fuck you

bash:
it's not personal

eleanora:
did i stutter? fuck you.

eleanora:
somebody is going to care about me and they're going to look at me like i'm their world and i hope you see it. i hope you see it and it fucking breaks you.

bash:
what the hell is wrong with you?

eleanora:
no. what the hell is wrong with YOU?

bash:
do you really want me to say it?

bash:
i don't love you anymore

eleanora:
you don't love anything

eleanora:
and i always knew it but i bought into your bullshit everytime. you don't love anything but yourself.

bash:
i loved you. i loved you even when you didn't love yourself.

eleanora:
god i hate you.

bash:
i know