Mafia Boss 1: Saved By Him

45: Ithalia

Warning: baka po maguluhan kayo sa chapter na ito, it's like my 'SPD' or split personality disorder ang bida natin pero alam niyo naman na kung bakit nagkaganon siya so keep on reading.
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"Die now, asshole."

Noooo!

This man in front of me who named Yeovil needs to die. And I'm just following the boss' order.

But look at him, he doesn't want to fight me. He didn't hurt me.

He said he loves me. He said I need to come back.

My gun pointing at him. I was aiming to kill him. Boss' order. Kill him now.

But something is stopping me. But I need to follow the boss' order.

Nooooooo!

So I shot.

I shot the floor few inches from his head. I told you, someone is stopping me. It's inside my head aside from boss' voice.

And suddenly I remembered something. My heart is beating really fast. Nag-uunahan din sa pagtulo ng luha mula sa mga mata ko.

I almost killed him.

"This serum is especially made for you. Kapag humalo ito sa dugo mo at maactivate ng micro chips, pupuntiryahin nito ang utak mo and do its magic. You'll forget everything."

That's boss' voice.

'Take those microchips out of my body!'

And that's the another voice. It's like my own voice. I don't know I'm confused.

I looked at the man looking at me, pinilit niyang tumayo at niyakap ako. Really tight, and I feel safe.

He begs me to come back. He said I love you countless times.

How?

'Take those microchips out of my body!'

'Kill him now!'

'No, don't listen to him! Take those microchips and everything will be alright. They're just the ones who activate the serum. Without those, the serum would be useless.'

"Microchips. We need to take those out of my body!" Finally, bumalik ulit ako sa sarili kong pag-iisip. Pero ilang segundo lang ang itatagal ko at makokontrol na naman ako ni Franco. I'm fighting him. Nilalabanan ko ang pagkontrol niya sa akin kahit mahirap.

"Die!!" It's not what I want to say but boss' forces me to say it.

I tried hard not to do it. Nilalabanan ko ang sarili kong pag-iisip na kinokontrol ng ibang tao.

Jyeo.

Inuutusan ko ang sarili kong kunin ang kutsilyo, I will take those microchips out.

Jyeo I'm sorry, hindi ko gustong saktan ka.

I grabbed the knife at sinugatan ang sarili ko. It's not hard where to find those micro chips dahil kung saan meron ang sugat for sure doon nakalagay ang mga iyon.

Why am I even cutting myself?

"Venice, no!"

It's the only way Jyeo. I don't wanna hurt you again.

Nahihirapan na rin ako dahil hindi ko makontrol ng buo ang sarili ko.

Something's wrong with the serum dahil hindi totally natanggal ang mga alaala ko. Which I am thankful for. It's just that, I can't fully controlled my self. Kinakalaban ko ang sarili kong isip.