Female Marvel x Female Reader [ENDED]

She knew (Natasha Romanoff)

Here's another depressing aftermath of endgame story.

You were angry at yourself and at Natasha.

 You came back, defeated Thanos, only to find out she was gone. 

After the battle, you ran around trying to find Natasha.

That's when you bumped into Clint.

"Where is she?"

"(Y/N), I'm sorry."

"Don't do that Clint, where is she?"

"(Y/N), don't."

"WHERE IS SHE?"

"SHE JUMPED. SHE JUMPED FOR ME. SHE JUMPED AND DIED AND IT'S MY FAULT!"

"No, she didn't. Natasha would never do that to me..."

"(Y/N)..."

"Don't come near me. She...she..."

You dropped to your knees crying.

Fast forward to after Tony's Funeral...

You spent days holed up in what was once both of your rooms. 

You cried everyday and barely spoke to anyone. 

You were upset and angry at yourself, Natasha and everyone else.

She knew she had to jump.
She knew she had to save the world.
But my question is, why did it have to be her?