91. What personal prisons have you built out of fears?
The though-of-not-being-enough prison, the worthless prison, the doubt prison, and the depressed prison
92. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do?
To travel with my family in any places in the world.
93. Why are you, you?
Because there isn’t anyone like me.
94. If you haven’t achieved it yet what do you have to lose?
Nothing really. Except that I can’t achieve it. It’s impossible right now. I haven’t been equipped with enough resources yet.
95. What three words would you use to describe the last three months of your life?
- Serendipity
- Epiphany
- Euphoria
96. Is it ever right to do the wrong thing? Is it ever wrong to do the right thing?
Both speaks when your heart is involved. So that’s it.
97. How would you describe ‘freedom’ in your own words?
Freedom is when people mind their own business and let you do things you want to do.
98. What is the most important thing you could do right now in your personal life?
To write and be my young self again who was so good in writing before.
99. If you could ask one person, alive or dead, only one question, who would you ask and what would you ask?
Tolkien, the author of Lord of the Rings. “Can I have your signature?”
100. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
Writing and reading
101. What is your number one goal for the next six months?
To get better in writing or to finish the story I’m currently writing
102. Would you ever give up your life to save someone else?
If that someone is my family, then I would. But they wouldn’t like it because they want me to live. Otherwise, my answer is no.
103. Are you happy with yourself?
Yes, very much. I am happy now that no one’s holding me back.
104. What is the meaning of ‘peace’ to you?
Peace is when you wake up early in the morning, and before your day starts, you read your favorite book with a coffee in hand and your cats sit on your lap or on the table and you feel all the vibes that morning offers you.
105. What are three moral rules you will never break?
Never cheat on someone
Never steal
Never curse
106. What does it mean to allow another person to truly love you?
Allowing a person to truly love you is when you have to open your heart and let them in on your secrets and show them all your evil sides.
107. Who or what do you think of when you think of love?
Kim Seokin, Mark Tuan, Kim Jungwoo, Na Jaemin, Park Bogum, Yo Seungho, Kim Myungsoo.
108. If your life was a novel, what would be the title and how would your story end?
Serendipity and the ending would be that I die happily and having no regrets.
109. What would you not give up for $1,000,000 in cash?
My family. Even if it’s in billions or trillions, I don’t really care. I wouldn’t trade my family for anything.
110. When do you feel most like yourself?
When I’m reading, writing, crafting, watching kdramas, and stanning my favorite kpop idols.
111. When you help someone do you ever think, “What’s in it for me?”
Yes, sometimes.
112. What is your greatest challenge?
To overcome the monster that haunts me in my darkest moments.
113. How do you know when it’s time to continue holding on or time to let go?
When it’s worth it, then you have to hold on. But if you’re not happy anymore, then you should probably let go, because what’s the point of holding on if your heart just feels so empty and you get so miserable all the time?
114. How do you define success?
Success is when you are happy that you try.
115. If someone could tell you the exact day and time you are going to die, would you want them to tell you?
No. I would rather face my death in surprise to avoid any worries.
116. If I could grant you one wish what would you wish for?
For my family to not get sick.
117. What have you read online recently that inspired you?
From the scribbled letters, the one that talks about lies.
118. Why do religions that advocate unity divide the human race?
Because people are human beings and human beings are not perfect.
119. If you could live one day of your life over again, what day would you choose?
Maybe that time when someone asks me out. I shouldn’t have said yes.
120. What can money not buy?
Love
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100 Letters To My Future Self
RandomTo anyone who might be reading this: This isn't a story or any other writing piece related to any character or a person other than me, but a diary-kind of personal letters written for my future self to read. Most of the contents here are private but...
