Broken

My Truth (part II)

3rd person POV

Taehyung is contemplating wether to go out from the room or not. He feels like he should be here when Jimin and Yoongi figure things out but when he hear his name being mention he just cant help it, he didnt want to eavesdrop. After listening to most of the conversation, Taehyung feel the need to help Jimin to explain to Yoongi that he just misunderstand Jimin's intention. So he open the door and there Yoongi is, just a few steps away from him. Yoongi didnt realize him as he is spilling his hearts out and Jimin is looking at the ground and Taehyung hears every single thing that Yoongi said to Jimin.

Jimin's First love? Me? No, he must be wrong

But the look in Jimin's face confirms it all. Jimin was in love with him. Yoongi then turn to his side and finally notice Taehyung. Yoongi never meant to tell Taehyung how Jimin feel about him because Jimin never wanted Taehyung to know. Now that he did, Yoongi feel even more fucked up than he already has and he just cant be in a place where Taehyung and Jimin is present. He then walks out, leaving Jimin and Taehyung frozen in their place. Yoongi just need some space, need some time alone from all this shit.

Namjoon who is outside Jimin's house finally enters once he saw Yoongi left and leaving the front door open. Namjoon was listening to the whole thing from the outside and he feels bad that Taehyung finally know the truth in that way, between his marriage dilemma and all. He look to Jimin, who is clearly look guilty and messed up. Namjoon sigh. The talk with Taehyung will have to wait, again. "Look, i know this is not my place to say but im gonna say it anyway. You two need to talk about it. Its been long overdue and you and Yoonji need to talk too. Just talk, your mouth is there for a reason." He says to Jimin. "Tae, i'll just go home for now okay?" He says to Taehyung who just nod softly.

Taehyung bit his lips. He wanted to look at Jimin, he wanted to talk to Jimin but he's unsure what to say. Suddenly its awkward. "Thats the reason i never told you" Jimin suddenly speak up. Looking at Taehyung who then look back at him, surprised. "Because you'll be uncomfortable around me and i dont want to lose you like that" Jimin says and takes a seat on the sofa. He sigh. Taehyung then follow him and sit across him.

"We were in final year of middle school when i finally realise that i was in love with you. I told myself that i was just confuse that i only see you as a friend and nothing more but the more i try to ignore it the more it grow to a point where i cant hide it anymore. But i cant tell you that i love you, because you're straight" He paused. "Then during high school you told me that you're into guys, god, i was coming so close to confessing, but then you told me you're inlove with Jungkook. At that point i was in love with you for 3 years already but you're in love with him who came later, it broke me. So i told myself that as long as you're happy, im happy too. But watching you being happy with Jungkook, its just too much. Thats why..." Jimin couldn't continue.

"Thats why you left.. right after our graduation, you disappear from me." Taehyung continue for him.

"Im really sorry" Jimin said.

"I must've really hurt you.." Taehyung said in a low voice.

"Not your fault, you didnt know" Jimin tells him.

"God, it is.." Taehyung said, his tears started to spill.

"Tae, stop. I hid it from you. You didnt know-" Jimin

"I was inlove with you.." Taehyung

"When i told you that i'm into guys, that there's this guy that i liked. i was actually talking about you, but i was scared to tell you. I didn't want you to feel weird around me. I was scared of losing you so i didn't tell you. But before Jungkook, the person who made me realise that i was actually gay, is you.." Taehyung told him. This is his secret, 10 years old of secret. He never told anyone except his mother, and now he's telling Jimin. He wipe his tears.