Broken

What should i do?

3rd person POV

Taehyung just smile looking at Jimin and Yoongi. Ever since they made up, they never leave each other side. It annoy the hell out of Jin. Taehyung on the other hand, glad that they made up. He thought that he would lose both Jimin and Yoongi due to the argument but thankfully he didnt. Yoongi told him that he's rooting for him and Jungkook.

In all honestly, Taehyung has no idea that Yoongi is feeling like that because he look so cool and confident in Taehyung's eyes. Guess Yoongi is just so good at hiding it.

Jungkook still text him everyday, every morning he would receive a 'Good Morning Tae' and every night 'sleep well luv'. Jungkook would constantly remind him to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner, sometimes he replied his text and sometimes he just read them. He's thankful that Jungkook hasnt ask him out for that lunch/dinner yet because he doesnt know what to do when he does. He still didnt know where to go with his marriage with Jungkook and he's thankful that his mother didnt ask him question about it.

He love Jungkook, that will never change, but somehow he is still convinced that he is not good enough for him. He is scared that Jungkook will face so many hardships and critique if they expose their marriage. Taehyung sincerely believe that with the divorce, he can't hurt Jungkook and his reputation. But what about Jungkook?

"Tae?" Jimin lightly tap his shoulder as he is not responding.

"Huh?" Tae respond.

"I was asking about the interview. Did you talked to your mom about it?" Jimin asked.

"Oh right, yea i did." Taehyung answered.

"And?" Jimin ask, curious.

"Nothing. She said just tell her when and she'll took care of it" Taehyung explained.

Jimin, Yoongi and Jin just nod their head. The perks of having a mother who is an artist, well, retired artist. Taehyung tries not to think about the interview too much because he's afraid that he might back out. There's so many things he need to figure out in his life that stressed him out. All he knows for sure is he loves Jungkook, he want to spend the rest of his life with him, but he's afraid that Jungkook being married to him will hurt him and he dont want that.

As someone who has low-self esteem, he cares about what people thinks and say about him. So naturally, he cares what people thinks and say about the people he loves, especially Jungkook. He knows Jungkook will say that he is fine and there's nothing to worry about but he just cant help it.

So what is he suppose to do? Stay with Jungkook and see how the world talks shit and bad about him? Or go through with the divorce? His brain is screaming that the divorce is the right thing to do but his heart is whispering, begging to stay.

How he wish that he is brave and strong, just like Yoongi who despite his insecurities, he refuse to let Jimin go. Despite thinking he doesn't stand a chance, he still fights.

Taehyung wanted to be brave, he is trying to be brave but being brave is hard. Being brave is scary. Being brave takes time, and Taehyung need time to decide things too. While being drown is his own thoughts, Namjoon texted him says he need his help in the office. After saying goodbye to Jimin, Yoongi and Jin, he went straight to his father's company.

Namjoon was reading documents on his desk, completely unaware that Taehyung had arrived. He seems so focused. Taehyung clears his throats and Namjoon looked up instantly.

"Oh, Taehyung-ah, that was quick." Namjoon said and take off his glasses.

"I was kinda in the area. So? What do you need my help with?" Taehyung asked, walking towards Namjoon.