no matter what anyone says to me, i know nothing is ever going to get better.
i can't talk to anyone about how i feel, even if i do.
i never tell a full story and thats because i hide most of my emotions.
i constantly convince myself everything is finally ok and then once that happens something is fucked up.
why does it have to be me?
why do i have to be in pain when every other person that has put me in pain is fine?
it's not fair.
if you wonder what it feels like, it feels like shit.
i feel this pressure in my chest,
it's almost like im drowning.
i feel trapped,
like nobody can help me.
sometimes i just want to rip apart the chains wrapped around my feelings,
but i can't,
they're just too strong.
i suppose i'll just let them win,
because there's no use in trying anymore.
