how is it possible for people to ruin your "special day"?
all you do is try and enjoy it, and yet people still treat you like shit.
it's just hard.
being lonely on your birthday.
feeling as though nobody actually cares.
i hoped my birthday would be so great that it would make me reconsider all thoughts i have had, and yet it's only gotten worse.
so now i sit here, the day after my birthday, eating a slice of birthday cake that nobody offered me a slice of. that nobody put candles on. that nobody sang happy birthday to me with.
and it hurts, it hurts more than it ever has.
