Not real, at least not for me

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You are just her clone
you look the same but you act a different way
Just because you have the hair that makes everyone stare doesn't mean that you have the heart that can mend two that are apart
An out of body experience that has turned into some creepy experiment
is causing me to stress
cause I'm all caught up in this mess
how could she let this happen
You walk around using her name but you will never have her brain

You were cold in the eyes
while she is slowly falling behind
stuck in her own mind not able to understand
Everyone else doesn't see it because the mask that you put on is so well illustrated but I can read between the lines

I'm an alien to this new you
I try to understand but it's hard because you used to be the glue
holding me together now I'm falling apart
I miss when I could read your heart

Now I'm stuck trying to decode her
Because you're robot mind has taken over and now she's blind
I still can't figure out if this is you're doing or mine

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An old poem but whateva,, if anyone were to ask the meaning of this poem I wouldn't be able to tell them. It started out as a poem about my ex-crush but it's really more about my mom idek

- gabby

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