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You don't want to be my friend,, that was always it

I just wish you would have told me before I got invested
You could have told me you just weren't interested
Like muscles relaxing feel my heart contracting
Always put my friends first, always leave me for someone better
Do I pull a way first? Is that it? Did I make it worse? when I tried to come back

You'll never know that
My heart is so sensitive so I know I must lie to try and get by
Is my sensitivity stemming from a deep sense of rejection, is it not feeling enough

Why do I find it so hard to convey emotions in a conversation
I fail at communication, but it's enough if your there
Just please remember I exist and I will try and not lie, tell you when I'm not fine
Don't forget me, cause I'll remember you,
And I'll try to come through

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A random thing I typed in my notes app :D

-gabby

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