Unexpectedly Mine

CHAPTER XXXIII

The pregnant woman was quickly rushed into the hospital as it was time for her delivery. It was time for her baby to be welcome to  this world. She trashed and trashed as she struggles with her contractions. Anyone who says labour was simple, that person need to be locked up in jail. If labour was as simple as she has thought, she would'nt  have  let this pregnancy go far coz right now she is facing hell upon hell.

She regret ever doing all wayward act in the past. She never knew that all that will result in her giving birth out of wedlock.

I have sinned my God, I have sinned him. Isn't it to late to ask for forgiveness?.

Those sitting around her thought she was only crying because of the contractions, what they weren't aware is that she was crying out of regrets, regrets on what she had done in the past. Which eyes would the world begin to look at her if they come to know that she was no different from a prostitute?. She weep and weep Uncontrollably.

I'm finally doom.

She has been on the hide out ever since she found out that she was pregnant. All her friends who she thought would help her, ran away from her. Infact, they kept spreading rumors on how she spread her legs open for everymen . She doesn't blame them for spreading the rumors because they were right. The only mistake they made was that,she only slept with one man and him alone. This is what love had blinded her to become. She thought if she does what Mansir request of her, he will fall overly inlove with her but the reverse was the case. He only uses her as a sex machine.

The last time she had a conversation with her brother ,Jafar, at a restaurant ,that was the day she repented all her atrocious act. She regret it all. She remembers how her brother looked at her, he was so disgusted by her. She can never forget his last words ,he said " when you finally change your ways, you can come looking for me" he had said. That words alone hunted her day and night. Since that day, she spent her time on the praying mat asking Allah for forgiveness. He alone can hear her, he alone can forgive her coz his forgiveness matters alot.

Now that her misfortune has led to the creation of a baby, how will she face her brother, how?. Won't he spit at her when he sees her?. Won't Jafar spit at her?. 

Her wailing increases . I'm finally doomed

" please you need to stop crying, kamilah. I know the contractions is painful " sumayya said. Sumayya was like a God sent to Kamilah. At the time she was suffering from everyone's abandonment,even her parent disowned her when they found out she was pregnant.

Sumayya who she never expected to be there for her actually did found pity on her and helped her. Sumayya was their Nanny's daughter, and they have never been in good terms not after the pregnancy incidence .

Sumayya is kamilah's mate and they also attend the same university. Kameela's parent are the one sponsoring sumayya's education out of respect for sumayya's mother. Her mother had been working for kamilah's family for over twenty years now.

She could vividly remember how sumayya always warned her on the types of friend she was following. She remembers how she lambasted sumayya with hateful words and now, the same sumayya she lambasted was the one helping her out. Her weeping increases at the thought. I was so stupid.

Not even her parent knew that she lives with sumayya and her mother.

" the tears refuses to stop sumayya, why? " sakeena asked in sadness. Only she knew the inner battle she was fighting

" it's the contractions, just bear with it "

" I'm trying "

" it will be over soon, kameela. Don't give up so soon"