ᎻᏆᏚ ᎷᏆᏚᏚᏆᎾN ✩ ʙᴜᴄᴋʏ ʙᴀʀɴᴇs ✗ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

TᕼᖇEE

~The Bombings Pt 2~

You and James were in safe lands. Far, far away from HYDRA. Far away from the village.

As you two left the village, you stopped to look back and all you saw was darkness and smoke in the distance.
It broke your heart.

James knew the sadness and devastation was a heavy weight as you dragged your body through the safe lands with James.
Not a word was said.

He didn't have anything to say. It angered you.
Everything just angered you. Everything that had just happened. The fact you tried warning James made you so furious!

"I told you".

You went on.

"I tried telling you they're innocent people and now they're dead because of you".

"This isn't all me".

He shook his head, facing you as you two stopped on your paths.

"It was! This is all your fault!"

You slapped his hand away and continued.

"We're going back. We're gonna kill HYDRA's people and save the survivors".

You took his hand and pulled it. But he didn't move.

"There are no survivors......I already checked".

"You don't know that for sure!".

With that, you threw his hand down and turned your back on him.

"Y/N stop, you're gonna get killed".

"This isn't fair! Why-

You gulped deeply, your heart shattered and your chest felt heavy.

"Why do we get to live and they die? This is all our doing, we shouldn't have let it happened".

James heard your voice break as you said that. He knew how hurt you were. How your heart was so heavy full of pain and sadness and guilt.
You tried not breaking down in front of James. You kept it together as much as you could.

"We can't change what we did".

He replied.

"You're not even sorry for what you did.".

"I am!"

After his shout to you, James puffed out heavily and continued.

"I'm trying to keep both you and I alive and if you go back then all of this was for nothing".

"Where are we gonna go? We're in the middle of nowhere!"

James kept his raging fire inside. He didn't see the point in you two yelling at each other about this. It wouldn't fix anything.

"You can go back and die, or you can come with me".

With that, you looked back. With so much guilt and pain and hurt.
But you couldn't go back. You couldn't let your emotions control you.