Healing

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Heyyy, I'm finally making a happy chapter on account of me not being depressed, yayy. Warning: This one's super angsty - Anders
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Germany was certainly healing. He was comfortable enough to take the bandages off his wrists. He had eventually ended up telling his friends about the cutting and they were working on helping him as much as they could. Now that just left his father. The reason any of this was happening anyway. He was meeting him today to talk about it. Germany just hoped it went well.

So here he sat. At a table in a café, waiting for his father to show up. He sighed as the man walked through the door. He straightened his back as his father rushed over, pulling him into a  very uncomfortable hug. "Sit." Germany said in a monotone voice. "Germany, are you-"
"I'm fine."
"Where have you-"
"Staying with Russia."
All of his answers came instantly. He knew how little his father really cared. So he didn't bother thinking too much. If his father didn't care, why would he? "You ruined everything, you know." His father said, scowling. "We had a great reputation and you ruined it." Germany sighed. He was used to hearing things like this but this time, he wasn't having it. "I gave you everything. It was always, "Behave yourself Germany." Or "Stay out of it Germany." And that's exactly what I did. What more do you want from me?! I already live in a cage!" He raised his voices at his father for the first time in his life. And it felt amazing. "You're so pathetic!" His father yelled back. "All you do is whine about how hard your life was! You know what, maybe you should have killed yourself. I wouldn't miss you. Nobody would." The young German felt his face burning with rage and tears coming but he wouldn't let himself cry. "What the hell is wrong with you?!" People were staring at them at this point. "Is this how little you think of me? I'm your son." He stood up, still not letting tears fall. "I don't understand why you're so angry." His father said. "I have a right to be angry. You hurt me. For 19 and a half years. And now, I'm done. Get out of my life." Germany hissed before storming out.
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392 words. Ayyyyy, A real angsty chapter, but maybe the best yet. I actually really like this one - Anders

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