It's 2019, and we as black women have come so far, yet not far enough. With BLM (Black Lives Matter) and BGM ( Black Girl Magic) movements, you would think it would be easier for us, but it's not.
Most of these movements were made for us to gain self-awareness and to love ourselves more. For us to reunite, but most still don't.
Our men defy us. It's sad but true.
To them, anything is better than dating a black woman. From white women, Latino women, and even Asian women, anything but us.
Some may say it's because they hate themselves. They hate the man that is staring back at them through their reflection in the mirror.
The men whose ancestors were beaten, brainwashed, and destroyed but not one reparation was given to heal the wombs caused by never-ending trauma.
Instead, broken homes were developed, and deadbeat dead's and crack feign moms were becoming an epidemic.
The "ghettos" and "hoods" are where most came out off—the slums of the slum.
We, as black moms, were made into single parents—the unsettling truth.
Well, this is the year I gave up. I'm tired of trying to fix what was broken instead of it fixing it; I fixed me. I'm TIRED OF BLACK MEN... BUT THEN AGAIN, I'M NOT
This is not a love story but a journey to self LOVE.

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I'm tired of black men...but then again I'm not
RomanceKashay Taylor, an African American activist who is tired of dealing with no-good black men, is approached by Justin Michaels, a white man fascinated by her. However, there is a war going on inside of her. Even though black men have not treated her...