“yes, i'm a hybrid. but you didn’t need to embarass me infront of a human.”
jisung's eyes widen, “you're a what now?” the puppy boy pouted, “i'm a hybrid.” he said while pouting, looking very cute.
hyunjin, on the other hand was still confused. yes he was mentally ill, but that doesn't mean he won't understand the world, he was once stable enough to be outside the building he's in now.
FLASHBACK
hyunjin was walking along the halls of his school. being the happy boy he is, greeted the teachers who were stand by-ing around the railings. “goodmorning teachers!” he said happily, the three teachers greeted him back with happy smiles
while walking along the halls, he spotted two figures. kissing.
he started to get closer, trying not to disturb the couple. that's until he realized it was his boyfriend, dongmin, with some other he doesn't even know. fuck, it hurt watching them.
“dongmin...?” he said in a shaky but soft voice. the couple infront of him stopped and widen their eyes, “h-hyunjin?” dongmin froze. the girl, daemi, froze too and chuckled awkwardly. “hey hyunj-jin!”
tears were starting to form in hyunjin's eyes, “why?” he said in a soft but shaky voice. dongmin sighed.
“hyunjin. i'm sorry, it's just that i don't,” he paused, afraid of what reaction he will receive from his partner, daemi on the other hand, was watching them. staying quiet was the best thing to do when a couple fights. “, i don't love you anymore. i'm sorry, forgive me please.” he said in a soft voice, getting closer to hyunjin who is now a crying mess. “n-no, it's o-ok. a-atleast you're being ho-honest wit-with me.” hyunjin said before excusing himself away from dongmin and daemi.
sad faces watched him leave, “i'm sorry hyunjin.” dongmin mumbled, and took daemi's hands and left.
it's not a shock that after the indirect break up hyunjin started cutting himself.
“if you were just a better boyfriend...” he cried and slashed his arm, blood dripping, heavy breathing, hyunjin talking and soft cries were the only things heard.
after that, hyunjin wasn't seen again in their school. yeji, his twin, found out what he does at night and confronted him about it. “why are you cutting yourself?” she asked, which only made her twin cry more. yeji frowned, “c'mon bro, don't be like that! what happened?” hyunjin sniffled and wiped his tears, “he broke up with me.” he mumbled, actually, it was more like he was talking to himself. “stop.” was the only thing yeji said before she was called by ryujin, her bestfriend, to come downstairs.
unfortunately, it was getting worse. hyunjin didn't seem to care if he was losing blood, it seemed like nothing to him. he tried seeking for help, nothing worked. his mom, didn't believe him or yeji. until hyunjin came out of their bathroom laughing like a maniac while blood dripping down his arms, “the blood looks beautiful right?” he asked, still laughing. mrs. hwang panicked and fainted because of her seeing her son with blood all over him, mostly his arms but still, it was all over him. yeji immediately took him to the bathroom again and took out the first aid immediately while silently crying.
hyunjin was still laughing. crying and shaking. he hated how one single breakup would crush his heart into two piece that quickly.
he never thought it would hurt so badly.
throughout the days, he would spend time crying in his bedroom while his mom and yeji try to get him out.
until one day.
hwang hyunjin, the sun like boy, was found hanging on their doorway. he left two notes sayingㅡ
dear, mom
thank you for taking care of me even through the hardships you guys had to face just to keep me safe. i promise you, i'll watch you from the hells or the heavens waiting for me. forgive me for this, i never wanted this to happen to me, but i had too.
this will be my last goodbye to you, and my last i love you too. i hope you guys live happily without me by your side. and mom? don't worry, this is not your fault.
ㅡhwang hyunjin, your
one and only sunflower
boy.
dear, yeji
thank you for being the best younger sister ever. you've taken care of me even when told not too, and i don't know how to thank you for that. i guess i've been a bad big brother since i almost killed myself infront of you, but hey! atleast you didn't see me die infront of you now :D
anyways, this will be my last goodbye and last i love you to you and mom. i hope you continue to live your life and act like i never happened, i love you and goodbye.
ㅡhwang hyunjin,
your one and only handsome brother
“hwang hyunjin, a student from JYPACADEMY, was found hanging on their doorway in seoul. there was a note left but we shall not show it due to the privacy of the family. the cause for his death was depression and self harm, which led to him loosing alot of blood. we hope you students don't do this and continue being happy with your life. this is kim heechul, reporting for 24 HOURS News.”
PRESENT
hyunjin shaked off the thought of him before dying. and proceeded to look around.
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