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💕grief💕

💕Buffy × Marty💕
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it's been a few weeks and my emotions are all over the place, i'm a wreck. i lost my mother a few weeks back, not going to go into much detail because i know if i do, i'm going to tear up or break down.

i was in a car with my parents, mom was just looking out the window, tears falling from her face and dad just had a strong front on. i just looked out the window, touching my suit, just thinking about the times i had with her.

just knowing that we won't have any new ones, that's what hurts the most. i knew a lot of friends and family were going to be there. some of my friends were coming and of course, Buffy was going to be there, she's my girlfriend and i hope she can help me through these bad times.

as she arrived, i instantly pulled her into a hug and cried a river on her. it was hard to breathe and i felt like i was choking.

"breathe, baby, breathe,"she said and i calmed down. she pulled me into a kiss and i didn't care who was watching, i just assumed everyone was going to look at the casket.

i pulled away and i walked over to her casket. just staring at her lifeless body made it hurt even more, knowing this would be the last time seeing her physically, but i'll always see her mentally.

"i love you grandma, i'll miss you, you were one of the most important people in my life,"i said and i looked down, another tear sliding.

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