Supernatural Imagines

I Don't Want To Remember Adam Miligan X Reader

Requested by Thelittlewolf45 Thank you! Song: Ghost Of You Artist: My Chemical Romance Lyrics are Italicized
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I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

You held onto Adam as he grasped his head. The visions were coming back, back from the deep fiery pit they crawled from. Hell, Lucifer, Michael, every single image scarred his mind flooded back in an instant. So you sang, the one and only thing you knew how to do, was sing. It calmed him down on nights like these, the pitch black and ice cold nights that never showed mercy to Adam. So you sang, sang to him.

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are never ever...
Ever...

The sorrowful pleads never ceased, the screaming never muted, and your tears never dried. Adam may be the one in pain, but it was torture for you to even look at him. So he held on to you like you were his last breath of fresh air while you cried for him, for the one and only you couldn't live without, you cried. Were is boyish smiles ever going to come back? Was the twinkle in his eyes ever going to shine again? Would he ever be at peace in his mind? So many questions and so little time. So you sang, sang to him.

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

"(Y/N), (Y/N)! It hurts! Please save me!" He yelled, his bloodshot eyes boring into your (E/C) ones. He gripped your waist tighter, and put his nose neck to your neck, inhaling your sweet scent.

"I know, I know Adam. I can make them go away. I will make them go away." You said in between sobs, so you clutched his flannel and continued to sing, sing for him.

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

You wanted him safe, you wanted him to be free, free of these wretched imagines. To be free of the darkness that enshrouded him, you wanted to be that saviour to him. But you were not as strong as he was, you didn't posses the power to overcome the devil he faced inside. So you were but a simple aid in his cracked mind. You waited until he needed the help, the weak and fragile but promising help that you gave him. Your help was your beautiful singing, so you sang, sang for him.

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home

"(Y/N), why are you here? Why do you help me? Why do you stay?" He asked, his voice cracked.

"Because I cant stand to be away from you, Adam. You saved me, so I will save you. Hold on, my love, hold on just a little longer."

"I will hold on for you (Y/N). Anything for you. Just make them go away, I want to see your face. Not his, anything but his." He pleaded, closing his eyes, trying to picture the perfection he called you. So you sang, sang for him.

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...

So he held on, held on the shard of hope that he would see your shinning face again in a world of utter despair. So he held on, just for you. For the one he couldn't stand to be without, he held on. Until he saw the faces of evil and death slowly disappear until the next nightmare, he held on to the hazy image of you in his mind. And when those faces did fade, he opened his eyes to meet you the perfection he so happily called you. And while you sang, he heard your soft voice in the midst of the madness and clung to that. So that is why you sang, sang for him.

"I'm finally back, back from that horrid place (Y/N), Thank you." Adam let out a slow breath and wrapped his arms around you tighter.

You smiled and wiped the hot tears that never seemed to stop streaming down you face." Anything for you my love, so that is why I sing."

Author's Note

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