Being in the closet suck. Not being able to tell my mom, dad, family/friends etc I don't totally feel like a girl sucks. Not being called the preferred pronouns sucks.
This sucks.
Feeling like a pile of garbage sucks.
Not being able to go to people really sucks, it's not that I don't have people to go to. It's that I don't want them to know how much it hurts. I don't want to be a burden. All I want to do is scream so loud till my lungs give out.