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Tara's POV 

As soon as I got home Dad and I went on a sugar rush. 

At the moment both Dad and I are on the the floor laughing.

"DID YOU SEE THAT MAHONE KIDS FACE WHEN I BEAT HIM!" My Dad yelled

"DID YOU SEE THAT BITCH MADISONS FACE WHEN I BEAT HER?!"

"HEY!" my Dad said

"What?"

"You don't talk like that Tara Marie Bieber."

"But she is Dad"

"I don't care, be nice."

"You were just being mean about that mahone kid!"

"I'm a adult I can"

"You are a horrible influence" i joked around 

"I know!"he laughed. 

We both kept laughing. 

I woke up the next morning to knocking on the door I ran down the stairs to see police officers at the door talking to my Dad. 

"Come in. Let me get you coffee."

My Dad then turned around and saw me.

"Sweetie go back upstairs and sleep please."

"Dad whats going on?"

"Just go upstairs, when I figure that out myself I'll tell you."

I then turned around and went upstairs and waited for my Dad to be done talking to the police. 

About a hour later my door opened.

I jumped a bit.

My Dad slowly walked in.

He looked sad.

He looked hurt.

"Daddy?"

He looked up at me and smiled a little.

"What is it?"

He sat next to me and didn't speak for a moment.

"Tara, you know you wil always have me. I'm here for you. I love you."

"Dad tell me whats wrong. Why were there police here?"

"Tara, honey, your mother she, your mother over dosed on drugs. I'm so sorry."

I didn't have any words to speak.

I guess my silence was all I need to say in a way cause my Dad hugged me and pulled me onto his lap.

I started to sob into him.

"I'm so sorry princess."

I kept sobbing. 

"I shouldn't h-have m-met her."

"honey-"

"NO! SHE MIGHT HAVE BEEN A HORRIBLE PERSON BUT SHE WAS MY MOTHER."

"I understand"

"NO YOU DON'T DAD! YOU THOUGHT SHE WAS BELOW YOU. SHE WASN'T. SHE WAS USING ME FOR MY MONEY. I KNOW THAT NOW! SHE WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH HATE I CARRY WITH ME FOR HER. BUT SHES MY MOM AND I SHOULD FORGIVE HER RIGHT? YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME TO FORGIVE."

"You don't have to forgive her for anything."

"I DO THO. I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT THIS."

"You can talk to me."

"No I can Dad. I think I just need to be alone."

"I don't think that's a good idea."

"Dad."

"fine I'll let you be alone." 

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Check out my break up video on YouTube. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BS0KNfAJ3I 

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