I Love You

Chapter 6: What If It's Out of Our Control?

You started stirring, feeling a sharp pain in your stomach. You winced, trying to keep quiet. You didn't think much of it. Weirdly enough, your mom had kept a journal while she was pregnant. She would talk about how horrible it was. How it wasn't going to be worth the pain...

Suddenly, a stabbing pain jolted you awake. You shot up and held your stomach. "Jack." you whispered. Since Jack is a Nephilim, he's a light sleeper. A whisper was all that was required to wake him.

He sat up, rubbing his eyes. "Y/N? Are you okay?" he asked, worry filled his voice. "I think something's wrong..." you said before feeling it again. You held your torso tighter than before, wincing. It was becoming harder to hold back your audible expression of pain. Jack didn't need to hear or see anymore.

He picked you up bridal style, rushing back to the bunker with you. You tensed in attempt not to squirm from the pain. "Something's wrong!" Jack yelled as he ran down the stairs into the War Room. "Get her to the infirmary." Sam urged as he followed behind.

Once you were in the infirmary, Jack laid you on a cot. You curled up into a ball, your arms still in the same place. "Y/N." Cass' voice appeared. He walked to the bed, placing two fingers on your forehead. "She's fine," was the only thing he said as he backed away.

"She doesn't look fine, Cass." Jack said as you laid on your back. "Y/N is carrying an Elioud. This pregnancy will be difficult." Cass explained. "Elioud?" You questioned. "Yes. Half human, half Nephilim. Anyways, the last time there was an Elioud, which was a long time ago, close to two-thousand years, I watched as the mother suffered for nine months." He went on.

"Does that mean that there are other... uh, Elioud?" You asked. "No. The mother died during childbirth." He answered. "What about the baby?" You asked, unsure. "It was..." he started. "Cass..." Sam interrupted. The angel gave you a look that spoke a hundred words. "Oh." That's all you could say. He meant that the angels killed him or her.

"We're gonna do everything we can to keep you and your baby safe, Y/N." Sam said. "I'm scared." You said as your eyes filled with tears. "I wish I could go back in time." You added. "To when?" Jack asked, worry was written all over his face. "I don't know. I-I love our baby so much, but I'm so scared. I just don't feel ready." You said as a tear fell from your eye.

"I don't think anyone is ever ready." Dean said as he walked in. "You know, Ben... Emma. I was terrified. Ben was different because Lisa told me he wasn't mine, but before I asked her, I was freaking out. I couldn't be a father... then I helped raise him for a year." His lips parted as he stared at the ground. "It was... With Emma, though. That was terrifying." He went on. "Well, She wasn't exactly human." You remarked. "Yeah." He chuckled.

"Look guys, I'm sorry about last night. Now, don't get me wrong. I'm still pissed, but you're my sister, Y/N. I just thought that I would be able to protect you longer." He added. "I'm so sorry." You whispered, your emotions getting the best of you. "I know you are, but you need to be focused on your baby." He said sternly. You nodded.

*One Month Later*

You're about three months along, you've been on the run for a few weeks now, due to the angels finding you. "You have to leave, now. The angels have located you again." Cass appeared in your motel room. "Again? We just got here yesterday." Dean said. "I know, but the power that is radiating from Y/N is getting stronger." He replied.

"Where are we gonna go?" Jack asked, you paused the TV and sat up in the bed. "What about Bobby's cabin? You know, the one that we stayed at after the Leviathan broke Dean's leg, and Bobby had to help us escape before they brought Sam into a head scan, and..." you rambled. "Okay, Okay, we get it. Yes." Dean stopped you.