dirty little secret

I'm not letting you go

"Ooow" gulf groaned has he was thrown into the bathroom wall.
Both the boys had to take a huge breathe to calm themselves.
Gulf hung his head. Whatever mew decided to do he knew he deserved it.
"If you want to hit me i can...."
Then he froze lips parting.
Mew ran up to him, hugging him tightly.
"You have no idea.... What you did to me when you left...."
Gulfs hands land limply to his sides.
He ached to put them on his back but they were done, over.
"Mew please get off."
Mew opened his eyes.
"Do you really hate me now?"
Gulf twitched. He could never hate him.
"This isn't a good thing you need to let go."
"No!"
Gulf flinched.
"I won't let go. My.heart has been drowning since you left me! I can't feel, i can't sleep unless I'm in your bed, i can't focus on anything, i.need you gulf please. I'm sorry for avoiding your advances i just was waiting for you to talk but ill be and do anything for you please stop this. Come back to me!"
Mew closed his eyes again tears falling down.
Gulf was trembling.
"Mew you can let me go. Move on. Find someone...."
Gulf was stunnned. Mew had pushed himself off and for the first time he hit him in the face. Closing his eyes he deserved that.
Breathing hard mew let more tears fall. Then he went forward putting his hands on his collar pulling him up a bit.
"Stop trying to push me to someone else damn it. I love you. I only want you! Your not the only person who is damaged. I.can help you heal! Just let me! Stop doing this gulf!"
Gulf was still trembling.
Mew breathed in and out deep.
Then he put his forehead on his chest.
"Gulf do you hate me this badly?"
Gulf let the tears fall.
"Reject me then gulf. Reject everything that there is too me. Take my light and smash it to pieces!"
Gulf shuttered. He couldn't do that.
He couldn't stop himself.
Abruptly he took mews hands off him pushing him to the other side of the wall kissing him ferociously.
They both put there hands on each other's faces pulling themselves together.
"I cccant do that mew i ccant!"
He said between kisses.
"Tell me then gulf tell me!!"
Mew pushed him off looking straight at him both breathing heavily.
"I love you, i love you with everything. That is left in my heart!"
He said through gritted teeth.
Mew couldnt control himself he pushed gulf to the other side kissing him passionately.
They both lost control.
Mew kissed him in his mouth then everywhere on his lips then he went to his neck.
Gulf moaned biting his lip.
Looking around he forgot where they were.
"Uum mew we can't..."
He was cut off by mews tongue in his mouth.
Gulf had to push him slightly off.
They both put there forheads on each other's breathing rapidly.
"Mmy my..... Place isn't far."
Mew smiled.
Leaving the bathroom gulf found his mom to hug her.
"Thank you." He said in her ear.
"Just listen to him."
Gulf smiled.
Walking past cooheart he smiled with a nod for him to leave.
Gulf smiled holding onto mews hand.
In the hotel they lost control.
Slamming on the bed they both helped each other take off there clothes kissing each other's exposed stomachs.
"Mmmm gulf."
"Mew!"
Getting fully undressed mew hovered over gulf licking everywhere inside his mouth. They both lathered each other tongues.
"I missed you so much gulf!"
Gulf could only cry. He missed him too much to express it in words.
Soon gulf was on top of mew straddling him, thrusting his ass up and down quickly.
Mew sat on the bed gripping gulfs back gritting his teeth.
"Mmmmm so tight. So so so tight."
"Aaaaah so good."
Gulf took his arms he had placed behind him to steady himself on the bed he then wrapped his arms Around his neck pulling his lips to his.
They licked and sucked each other's tongues.
Moans filled the quiet room.
Mew couldnt stop it. Quivering he came inside gulf.
Then he pushed him off roughly to the bed putting gulfs throbbing member into his mouth.
Gulfs back bucked and his head leaned up with loud moans.
He placed his hands on mews head gripping his hair.
"Aaaah mew im gonna I'm gonna!"
Then quickly he came into mews mouth he swallowed.
Putting his hands on the bed he leaned himself up to look at gulf in the eyes licking his lips.
Gulf got aroused by that action.
They both looked down, gulf and mew were still hard.
Mew smiled, they weren't done yet.
Gulf keeping his hands on his head, grabbed him pulling mew to put his tongue back into gulfs mouth.
They kissed passionately once again.
Mew put his hard member back into an awaiting gulf.
Hours past with almost every position.
The boys weren't done talking yet but they both were spent.
Mew laid on the bed with gulf on top breathing heavily.
They intertwined there hands has they hug each other tight.
"I'm never letting you go" mew breathed.
Gulf closed his eyes with a smile.
Tomorrow they needed to talk but for now they fell into blissful sleep.