Photo of my life (Jensen X Reader)

Chapter 34

For the next few weeks Jensen and I just ignored eachother. I had finally taken my rings off and I was trying to move on. I was also building the nerve to go talk to Jensen. Work helped me forget about that and relax actually and I was planning on finally talking to him tonight. After shooting I'm gonna go straight to his trailer. I'm just gonna talk to him and it'll be fine, right?

"When were you going to tell me?" Jensen asks pissed as he walks to me and then I notice Danneel following him. I take a deep breath and I turn to face him
"Tonight, I was going to tell you tonight. I was just working on what I would tell you"
"And I'm supposed to believe that?" he asks pissed
"Yes, yes. God... I can't believe she--"
"When did you find out? How far are you?"
"I'm 10 weeks"
"10 weeks? When did you know? Did you know before the divorce? Did you know before we signed those papers?" he asks raising his voice
"Yes"
"So you told Danneel and you didn't tell me?" he asks offended
"I don't have time for this right now. I have to work"
"We are talking about my child here" he says taking my arm
"Not here, not now" I say and I take my hand back
"You've already took enough time don't you think? Are there more convenient times to catch you lying to me?"
"I didn't lie, I just didn't tell you all the truth" I say
"Oh really? Then I'm supposed to forgive you? You don't think a pregnancy would have factored into my decision to move on with the divorce?" he asks pissed
"I know it would" I say pissed too "But you didn't want to stay with me. You think that I want you to stay for my baby?"
"Our bab--"
"Hating me for the rest of my life?"
"Yeah, you've got a pretty good jump at that, didn't you?"
"Wow, that... yeah, that didn't take any time at all-" but as I say that Jared walks in between
"Ok, that's enough" he says. I look around and I notice that everyone is looking at us
"You want to do this alone? Well, do it. Knock yourself out. I'm done" Jensen says
"I said ENOUGH" Jared says and Jensen walks away.

"Are you ok?" Danneel asks me
"Don't you ever again talk to me" I say and I walk away from her. I was on my way to the parking lot when a few tears started streaming down my face on the way. I wipe them quickly and continue to walk. But I didn't notice that Jared was following me
"(Y/N)! (Y/N)!" he calls for me but I ignore him
"I'm fine. Leave me alone" I say but more tears escape my eyes. He finally reaches me and stops me. I look away from him and I wipe my cheeks "I'm fine" I say
"Yeah, I see that" he says ironically
"Sorry, I just need a minute" I say and I turn around and I look up "I just feel like I'm screwing everything up. And all I'm trying to do is protect my baby. I'm just screwing everything up"
"Come here" he says and hugs
"Everything is s-so screwed u-up" I say between my sobs
"No, (Y/N). You're having a baby. It's a miracle" he says. I take a deep breath
"Yes, you're right. It is" I say and I laugh between my sobs "Thank you"
"You're welcome" he says and rubs my back.

"Let me get you back home" he says
"No, it's fine. You have shooting. I can drive"
"Jay is pretty pissed so I don't think anyone would want make it worse so I'm free too"
"Do you say that to make me feel better or worse?" I ask and he chuckles
"Let's go" he says and leads me to his car.

"Well, Jay told me that his mother is coming in Vancouver next week and she'll probably--"
"Come on set too" I complete his sentence
"Yeah. I just wanted to give you the heads up" he says
"Thank you".