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No regret pt.2 || Mark

Plot: Your bestfriend found out about your last night hookup, and gets a bit angry about it...

Word count: 1,9k

On the ride back for his home he was asleep. I opened the door of his apartment and he dropped on his sofa, I put a blanket on him.

I go to the shower, alcohol has no more effect on my brain and I'm thinking about what I just did with Jaemin. I don't regret anything, I'm just questioning myself.

Maybe I'm too easy to get in bed?

The next day I get up, I slept in Mark's bed. I go to the living room and Mark is still asleep so I go out to buy something to eat.

After doing the groceries I go back to my best friends apartment. He just got out of the shower, sweat pants on with no T-shirt, his beautiful abs showing.

Mark and I know each other since university, I've met him in a bar and we slept together, and few days later, it happened that we were in the same class, we got to know each other and we became really good friends, we didn't sleep together again since then.

"I got snacks for us"  I say happily,

"mmm great" Mark says not looking enthusiastic, I sit down on the sofa and he follows me,

"Put on a shirt Mark" even if I'm not  unhappy to see him like that I still want him to put on a shirt,

"Why? Does it disturb you?" He's not joking, he looks really serious,

"What happened Mark ?" I ask him turning my body to face him meaning that I want to talk seriously,

"You tell me, don't you have something to say?" He looks at me seriously but I don't shiver,

"No, why? Did you learn something new about me?" I say like I have nothing to hide,

"No I didn't learn anything, it just confirmed my doubts."

Now I know what he's talking about, the fact that I went upstairs with Jaemin last night, it's my life, I do what I want but I don't want to disappoint him,

"You got fucked by Jaemin last night right?" I turn my head, I feel a bit shameful, I don't want to look at him in the eyes,

"Look at me y/n, am I right?" I don't have to tell him anyway,

"No, I went with him to talk, he said he still likes me but I said I didn't want to talk to him again" I start blushing lightly,

"Yeah it took you 45 minutes to just say that?" I don't know what to say but I don't want to tell him the truth,

"We talked a little more that's all" I try not to stutter.

"Stop lying y/n, just admit it" he's mad right now.

"Okay I admit I slept with him but I was drunk" he giggles, and I look at him with a questioning look.

"I knew it, drunk or not you would have done it, you just wanted to get laid even if it's by your stupid ex boyfriend" I furrow my eyebrows, I don't want him to talk to me like that,

"Don't say that, I was drunk, it was just for fun" I say out loud,

"Yeah that's fucking fun right? Being fucked by anyone as long as it pleases you, you're a slut" I'm mad too now, I get up, take my bag to leave but he has another thing to say.

"You leave because you know I'm right" he gets up slowly,

"No, I leave because I can't stand the way you talk to me" I feel him following me,