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((A/N)) I am having problems due to these fears...

Okay so thing is whenever people stare or look at me I get frightened and go silent and quietly tell them to stop though I stutter a lot doing so and when they don't stop I do in fact start crying like crazy and will be completely frightened and think *Why are they looking at me?! Did I do something wrong?!* honestly it's scary cause they legit stare at me as if I murdered their best friend and it makes me wanna hide and not show my face to anyone because everytime I'm looked at by people I will instantly cry despite trying not too.....yet failing.....

The only times I don't cry when someone looks at me is when I can be myself around them because a lot of people don't understand my feelings (I don't mean it in the "I'm edgy" way I mean it as in "I have problems but no one listens to me" way)

I also have a fear of being touched by people (what is this fear called?) if someone tries hugging me I will back up or push them away gently I only let a few people hug me if I trust them....(My mom isn't one of them)  I barely trust anyone tbh.....

Finally I have a fear of both silence of loud noises

Please don't judge me but when there is complete silence I do become afraid that something is going to happen and freeze up but I am also afraid of loud noises if I am at a wedding and hear the music (VERY VERY LOUD LOUDER THAN ANYTHING) I will be frightened and cover my ears but still be able to hear it due to how loud it is and force myself to hold back tears

Can anyone tell me what these fears are called....?

I really would like to know...