hacked // a newtmas au

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September 15th, 2025
    Newt still doesn't know, I won't tell him. It's just not safe. I don't even know how I got the pack but he can't know. I can't put him in danger like that. I think he knows how much I love him, I hope he does. I'm not really sure what they want with me but I'm hoping it will be over soon. They said one more thing, I only had to do one more thing. I'll finish it when Newt is at school and be done with it. Then we can get on with our lives and play again.

    If I'm being honest diary, I'm scared. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't really know how I got into this mess. I don't know why I ever accepted it. I don't know how it showed up in my mailbox. I shouldn't have let that thing slip to Chuck. I don't even know why Chuck wants to be around me. If I'm being honest he kinda scares me but I can't let him know either. If anyone got hurt...I hope Newt won't be mad at me, I'll tell him when it's over.

    I hope no one has to find this, I hope they don't know what I did. I don't even know if I can face what's going on. I've hid it well from Newt, it has to stay that way.

    If anything happened to him I would never forgive myself.

    X Lizzy

    Newt felt the tears blur his eyes as he read the last line for the third time. Eden stayed over that night, they went through the box until 4am, eventually crashing piled on the floor from sheer exhaustion.

    If anything happened to him I would never forgive myself

Something did happen to me Liz, I lost my best friend.

Newt wiped hard at his eyes as he clutched the journal to his chest. Eden had left an hour ago, she was shaken up and said she needed to sleep it off.

Newt got up and ran downstairs, keeping the journal in his hands.

He fumbled with his phone as he practically threw himself into the computer chair. His fingers were shaking as he texted on his app.

Sang: Oben please go on a private server now

Oben was on within the minute.

"You okay Sang?"

Newt took a shaky breath. "I just found some stuff my sister left and I don't want to be alone...can we just talk."

Newt could practically hear the smile in Oben's voice. "I'm glad you're finally asking for help."

"C-can you just tell me about your day?"

"Remember bleacher boy? He pretends he doesn't know me now, I'm over it, my friend kinda hyped me up and I'm over it."

Newt laughed softly at that. "You can do so much better."

"I finally believe that...how about you? You never told me anything about your dating life."

"Cause it's non existent."

"Really? I find that hard to believe."

"I don't talk much at school...well besides to Chuck and Aris I guess but I don't really consider them my friends."

"Those the ones who like Del?"

Newt laughed softly at that. "Yeah. Those ones."

They were quiet for a little bit before Newt spoke up again. "You ever lose someone O?"

"My dad," Oben said softly. "I was young, I barely remember him but I always wonder what it would have been like to grow up with a dad you know?"

"My dad left after I was born, guess I wasn't planned. Mum hasn't seen him since."