Babygirl

Broken Promise?

The bold word in initial, like this, is a  voice in her head..

I couldn't help but look back to see if was here today. He wasn't. I scold myself for even caring if he was here or not. The teacher gave us signed seats and I was in the front. I always felt uncomfortable in the front. I don't like the fact that people were behind me.

I heard rumors that he was out of the country, on a deadly mission with his father I couldn't help but pray for his safety. It's been a month since he let me go and he really has. He doesn't pop up at my house, stalk me or any of the things he use too do. I honestly felt stupid for even thinking about the possibility of going back to him. I needed to get my life! I could enjoy my senior year in peace, I could go out with friends, party, and etcetera! And here I was, thinking about Aiden. Not even thinking about the fact he was abusive in every way possible. Well just don't piss him off. No, he should be able to control his angry. If he can't handle me he should've just let me go the first I've gotten smart with him. I wonder if he had girlfriends in the past. He probably had plenty of girlfriends.

"Angelena! This is not the class to daydream. Next time I'm sending you out!" Mrs.Brown yelled at me I jumped startled.

I nodded my head fixing my posture to look up. I heard people snickering. I rolled my eyes they laughed at every fucking thing. I listen and take notes as the class go on.

"What is X, Aiden?" Mrs.Brown asked. I stopped breathing. He was here!? He must've came in when I was deep in my thoughts. I didn't look back instead I looked straight ahead.

"I don't know."

"Figure it out then." Mrs.Brown said.

Aiden doesn't say anything for a moment. I was fixing to turn around but he spoke

"Ask Angelena. She was the one daydreaming up there." He said.

I turned around to face him. I could see both of his arms were tattooed. It made me want him even more but I had to come back with something smart.

"Luckily for me, I know the answer. And I can daydream alllll day and still know more than you could ever know."

The class wooed as they where snickering. Aiden surprisingly wasn't mad he smirked and winked at me making me blush and turning around.

"That's enough! Get out! Both of you!" Mr.Brown yelled. I was to say something but it wasn't worth it. I pack my stuff and get out of class. I didn't even look Aiden's way as I walked to the bathroom. There was a little giggling far back behind me. I turned around to see Aiden kissing some girl neck. I stalk them as Aiden genuinely smiled down at the girl. I felt the jealousy running through my veins, the indignant, I was completely disabled. He was always so angry at me, he ignored my presence, he never made me giggle or looked at me like that. I turned around furious heading to the bathroom. I felt like crying but I sucked them tears back in. I wasn't crying over him!

3rd Lunch

"Hellooooooo Angelenaaaaaaaaa." Jazz said snapping at me.

"Huh?" I said dumbfounded. I was glaring at Aiden and this chick, they were talking  in a deep conversation. They looked like they were going to fuck like they were in deeply in love or some shit. I wanted to go and rip them apart!

"Why are you even, looking his damn way. Girl, like are you okay? Do you have ah concussion or something?! Because something is clearly wrong with you." She said she was right.

"It's just that I uh, miss him for some particular reason..."

I told see her eyes twitching. "G-Girl I can't with you. You need to stop thinking about him! I can't tolerate the though of you basically crawling back to him just so he can beat your ass!" She said yelling.

"Shhhhhh. Jazz, shut up!" I hushed her. I don't need people knowing what was going down. I bring her to sit down with me. I know she was upset and didn't want to see me hurt.

"I know I'm crazy but I can't help it! It's like I want him back and I'll listen better this and I won't piss him off..."

"How will you know what pisses him off huh? Your gonna test him to see how far you can go with him to avoid getting yelled at, your personal belongings taken, ignored, hit, emotionally hurt, and so on for. Is this what you want the rest of your life like come on. He let you gooooo. He gave you a chance to be free to have a regular life with someone who is not him! Come on Angelena!" She said with tears in her eyes. Which made me tear up too.

"Joyce please don't cry. I understand what your saying  but I need you to make me a promise. Promise me you'll support me in anything I do." I said holding out my pinky for the pinky promise. We always do this for each other reassurance.

She looked down at my pinky and softly shook her head as she stood up. "You know I have supported you in everything you do, shit, if you wanted to go gay for a year, I would stand by your side. But this... this is you asking me to watch you get trapped when I could've prevent you from it. I wish you the best of luck Angelena." She said walking away from me. I cried to myself not caring who saw me. I just lost my bestfriend.

"What's wrong babygirl?" I looked up at Aiden. He was what was wrong with me.

"I just lost my bestfriend over you." I said barely a whisper.

"Was it worth it?" He asked. I glared at him.

"Does it look fucking worth it to you?"

He doesn't react in any way he just gets up fixing to walk away.

"Wait!" I said stopping him, I wasn't about to lose him too. "Yes it was." Not knowing if I was telling the truth, "I want back in with you."

"Good, because I owe you a punch in that fucking smart mouth of yours."

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THE END.

April Fools! I was just kidding, don't attack me in the comments lol.

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Goodnight bby's