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Chapter 30

Chapter 30: Plans

Alexa's Point of View

"Alexa I lied to you. Everything I did was all a game." He said repeatedly. I can't understand. May marami pang katanungan ang bumubuo sa aking isipan. I punch him all over his breast, I wanna escape this pain.

"Eros, how did you do this to me? Akala ko ba nagbago ka na? You hurt me again and again." Ani ko ulit sa kanya habang walang tigil sa pag-iyak.

That secret he told made me startled. I felt an extreme shocked as I am listening to his lame excuses. I thought I could change a bad boy slash playboy. But I was wrong, I am completely dumbass.

"It's all because of Mr. Drewman, Alex. He just dared me to do the game." Then he explained erroneously. "NOOO! IT'S NOT MR. DREWMAN'S FAULT, EROS. DON'T EVER TRY TO PUT THE BLAMES ON HIM! IT'S YOUR STUPID FUCKING MIND. HINDI KA NAG-IISIP." Malakas na sigaw ko rito sa kanya.

"You killed Shaknown because of dumb dare? You fooled me because of that dare? You hurt my feelings because of that fucking dare? How witless you are, Eros!" Dagdag ko rito sa kanya. Parang puputok na ang isipan ko sa kakaisip.

Everyone is watching at us. Lahat ng nandito ay nakatingin sa amin. 'Yong dalawang kaibigan ko ay umiiyak na rin kagaya ko.

"Oo ginawa ko lahat ng iyon, Alexa. Because I am gullible. I was fooled by reward. Pero maniwala ka sa akin, I quitted that game because of true love. I fell in love with you." He urges me to believe his explanations.

Pero ako ang biktima rito. I should not do that. I'm afraid of getting pains again. 'Yan na ang ugali at pagkatao ni Eros.

"Who's that Mr. Drewman? Tell me who is that silly guy?" Sigaw ko rito sa kanya. "I don't know him. I never met him." He said while trying to hold my hand.

"That's a fucking reason, Eros." Wika ko. "You know what? I'm tired of understanding and forgiving you, Eros." I said while wiping off my tears then walk out.

I ran out of this mansion. I want to inhale fresh air. I just want to be alone. 'Yong walang ibang susunod sa akin dito para samahan ako.

Naglalakad ako rito sa kalsadang mag-isa. I didn't mind how dark this street. All I want is to be alone and never talk to anyone.

Life is so unfair. I always get chased by pains and griefs. Wala naman akong ibang ginawang masama rito sa mundo yet I experienced too much hurt. Is this a curse? Sumpa ba ito ng mundo?

"Alex." Someone calls me with low voice far away from me yet I could still hear him. I slowly turned my head and look that person who called me. And it's Alexus who drawn nearer to me.

"I'm your friend, right?" He asked. His face looks like he's ready to lend his ears. Something like he will pay attention.

He opens his arms widely and offer me a hug. Tiningnan ko ang mukha ni Alexus at mukhang naawa na siya sa kalagayan ko. Agad ko namang nilapit ang sarili ko at yumakap sa kanya. Mas lalo pang bumuhos ang mga luha ko nang mayakap ko si Alexus. He's my pain reliever everytime I felt deep sorrow. When I'm with him, I can't see problems bothering my life. It was like I'm too comfortable to be on his side. Nagkamali ako ng minahal, eh, sana pinili ko si Alexus. Kasi siya lang naman ang tunay na nagpapasaya sa akin.

"I'm so sorry, Meyo." I said while hugging him firmly. I regret why I chose, Eros over him. I super regret! "You don't have to say sorry, Meya. I know you are just the victim. And I am here ready to be your pain reliever and a crying shoulder." Sagot naman niya sa akin habang hinihimas-himas ang buhok ko.

"You don't get me, Meyo." I said and look at him. "What do you mean, Meya." Tanong niya.

"I'm so sorry because I didn't chose you. I rather chose Eros over my crush-best friend."Ani ko at humagolhol na naman sa pag-iyak. "I understood you that time. Iniisip mo lang ang kapakanan ko. You never became selfish, Alex. You are selfless!" He said and kiss on my forehead.