If You Ever Leave Me, Baby (Leave Some Morphine At My Door)

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a/n: Hello, everyone. If you have stuck this far with the angst, the fluff is not that far away. Thank you. Reading all of your comments makes my day 🙏🙏🙏 

This is the longest chapter so far? Will edit sometime later. Haven't slept. 

Edit: If I haven't replied to your comments from the previous chapter is probably cuz Wattpad sometimes eats my notifications. Like I see it and sometime later it is gone! I'll get back as soon as I can.

Tine watches and re-watches his own final Music Club assignment on Facebook while sitting in one of those several benches around the campus. His post is just above Sarawat's.

When you lay there and you're sleeping
Hear the patterns of your breathing
And I tell you things you've never heard before
Asking questions to the ceiling
Never knowing what you're thinking
I'm afraid that what we had is gone

Then I think of the start

And it echoes a spark

And I remember the magic electricity

Then I look in my heart

There's a light in the dark

                                                   Still a flicker of hope that you first gave to me

                                                                            That I wanna keep

                                                                           Please don't leave

                                                                         Please don't leave ...

It had been an apt choice, he thinks.

*

His new semester doesn't go as well as he had thought it would. His friends don't take the news of dating Mil very well. He tries to clear the misunderstanding. It doesn't work. Fong is disappointed. Ohm and Peuk keep insisting they're fine with him dating Mil but why had he hidden that from them. He had even gone on a date with him and ditched them. Can they really believe he is being honest if he says he isn't dating Mil. They danced in New Year party, went back home together, were even spotted together during the summer break going on boat trips and such. Can he really deny?

Tine wonders when he started digging his own grave.