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When I told Keontae he didn't want to take it to that level with me, I meant it. In my past relationships, I was possessive which I didn't see anything wrong with it but sometimes my actions got out of hand which ended with us breaking up.
With Tae, I wanted to take it real slow but I didn't know-how.
" You look good as fuck." Britt sat down at the round table eyeing every inch of my body. "Done got kinda thick."
Hiding my blush with my hands, "Thanks, you look good too. What's going on you haven't been calling me or nothing."
"I mean what is there to talk about? I do the same shit every day in here." She shrugged.
"Okay, that doesn't mean I don't want to hear it, Britt."
"Be real, have you been seeing someone else?"
Pause.
Looking at her shocked I pulled my lips together not wanting to say the wrong thing. I genuinely didn't know she felt we were in a relationship, Yes we did some things we were cellmates and she eats good pussy.
"I'm gone take that as a yes, Fsa I'm not going to hold you back."
"I- I really didn't know we were on that level, Brittany."
"It's cool." She nodded getting up from the table.
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"So you gay?" Keontae looked at me.
"I liked her as a friend but she did give me head but I never returned so no, I like penis."
"But that's still not a guy so your gay."
"Did I not just say I like dick? Really not about to have this conversation with you" Rolling my eyes,I looked for some snacks.
We were currently in Walmart so I can stock up on food for my apartment. It annoyed me that I had to get ask other people to take me places, I was trying to save for a car and many other things but I knew that wasn't possible.
"I don't like your tone.." He dragged thumping me in the head. "You cooking again tonight?
"No, I'm tired but if you want me to I can."
😦 can't believe I just said that.
"Naw we can get something on the way back."
"Cool." I nodded watching a girl walk up to us. Standing over the meat I sorted through them trying to find the lowest price.
"I ain't seen you in a while that's all."
Putting a pack of chicken and pork chop is the buggy, "Keontae put a bag of chicken wings in there." I pointed behind him making the girl look at me shocked.
"Wow, you chocked me when I called you that." The girl tilted her head shocked. "You must be the one he testing out for a week, let me tell you now he gone still cheat. Keonta-"
"Don't say my name." He cut her off-putting the wings in the buggy.
"Um yeah," I mumbled as he started pushing the buggy almost running over me.
"My bad."
【________】
" The Titanic did not sink if accident them folks killed them, people."
"On god his the fuck you Ain't see a big ass ice cube"
"Ice cube? It's called a glacier did you finish high school?" I asked him laying on his shoulder. "Hold on why the fuck we couldn't get high in school when it's called high school."
"I used to get high as fuck in school. Why color your mirror." He asked me pointing my wall mirror.
Staring at it I gasped, "That's so fucking racist, can't even get a black mirror gotta be clear." "I remember when I was like in middle school some girl used to call me blackie my momma used to laugh at it. I think my momma hates me."
"My momma and dad hate me. Why become a parent if you not gone love your child through thick and thin."
"Jealousy."
Trying to stand up I wobbled at little pulling my shorts down, "I wanna eat again."
"We not gone talk about what happened earlier?" Tae asked me following me.
"Nope, you wanted to start talking I'm giving you a chance." I shrugged telling the truth.
"So we do talk? Ain't talking like dating."
"In a way."
"We date on some real-life dating shit?"
"Yeah, just vibing and getting to know each other. Why keep acting like we don't like each other and add more drama and mess. Yolo bitches."
"Cool." He nodded smiling.
He too happy.
Looking at the time I was shocked seeing it was going on two in the morning, "I forgot I'm doing somebody makeup tomorrow."
"You taking doing that serious?"
"It's extra money for now but eventually I wanna be able to quit working for people."
"Felt. Gone head and go to bed I'm about to head home."
"Alright, be safe." I smiled awkwardly waving walking to the door.
"Gimme a Lil smooch." He puckered his lips making kisses.
"You not their yet babes." I kissed his cheek closing the door. Smiling from ear to ear I bit my lips walking to my room.
Falling too fast for him.
