Lucid Dreams

Insanity

I tried to stay away,
But distance wasn't enough

Thought friends would keep me at bay,
But distractions weren't enough

I tried to vent through music,
But song wasn't enough

I wrote poems to get lucid,
But my therapy wasn't enough

Hope the noose will help me loose this,
Unbearable pain before I lose it,
For I'd never forgive myself if I used it,
To hurt someone, like you

Kicked the chair trying to escape,
And only then
Realised my mistake
If in life my love wouldn't fade,
Then death wouldn't be enough