please; help me understand

Dos

cecilias pov
i heard someone else coming in. i could tell it wasn't bryce they were lighter on their feet. they opened up the door, it was nessa "oh honey" she said getting on her knees and wrapping her arms around me
i put my head in the crook of her neck "i'm *sniffle* so so*sniffle* rry* i told her trying not to scream it.
she in wrapped herself from me and smiled "what is it"
i didn't respond and pushed out a small thin rectangle from behind me she picked it up. "YOUR PR" she started "shut up"
nessa bold
cecilia italic
im so sorry. i..

you didn't have to know.
what are you gonna do??
well i don't know i'll have to ask the dad first. but i reckon i'll keep it okkaayy then who's the dad?
you have to swear on joshes life that you won't tell him
I KNOW HIM
yes yes you know him
okay tell me

well it's one of joshes friends and ...... *oh god i never thought i'd have to do this... i paused for a moment trying to comprehend what i was about to say. this was so weird and i don't know if she'll be mad at me.*
"its.. um.... bryce" i said cowarding into the corner. nothing happened i looked back up into her eyes she looked furious but also like as if everyone in her life had just died.
"well whoever i was expecting it wasn't him" nessa said dumbfounded
nessas pov 
cecilia my conservative little girl is pregnant with bryce halls baby "well what happened. are you two a thing. i never noticed any sort of cemestry between you two" i questioned
"well that's where things get sorta complicated and embarrassing or him especially" cecilia said on the brink of tears once again
"if your fucking about to say he raped you i'm gonna kill him"
she nodded her head ashamed for herself that she would let it happen. i wrapped my arms around her once again and whispers in her ear "no matter what i will alway be here with you through whatever is happening right now" i felt myself tearing up and let it trickle down my face and onto her shoulder.
i lifted her up onto the counter so that i was standing in between her legs. i cupped her beautiful face in my hands and wiped her tears away with my thumb and looked into her gases brown eyes and said " you are so gorgeous, and i hope you tell yourself that everyday and if you don't imma do it 10000 times instead"
she chuckled and thanked me
cecilias pov
"so what are we gonna do to this son of a bitch huh" nessa said putting her hand on her waist and pouting
"well i'm gonna have to tell him at some stage but, i'm just gonna tell the all the boys including him that i'm pregnant and not to make a big deal about it and don't bring up the father or anything to do to with another parent until i tell him" i told her with a little uncertainty but she understood and got me down off the counter and gave me one last hug
"but ur not gonna tell them looking like that" she laughed
i was wearing a big ripped teashirt and black dirty sweatpants that were miles to big for me nessa picked out a black tight t-shirt and a pair of still softish sweatpants on. i wiped of all my definitely not waterproof makeup and put my hair in a bun
i walked out and saw nessa sitting on the guest bed she chucked my phone at me "your lucky i caught that" i giggled "i texted the sway group to meet us in the living room in a minute" i checked the chat sway
love(nessa) : guys meet us in the living room in a few we have some important news ⚠️


bryce: oh god what did we do


josh:okey


kio:

ant:
you guys better be ready:me 🦖⚠️end of messagesi looked at nessa and she smiled at me sweetly i looked back at he ⚠️tw⚠️ and put finger guns to my head and pretended to shoot my self dead. we both laughed at my hand guesture and started to walk to the living room
despite me being goofy on the outside i was so unbelievably nervous for this what if they kick me out what if they try to hurt me or my baby what if they won't let me have it seems like nessa caught onto my stress. she grabbed onto my hand and squeezed it a little
—————————-————————————————————————————————————————thanks for reading again i did this at 12am and on my iphone so i'm sorry if it's bad but honestly i don't care because i'm doing this for my own enjoyment ly lots hugs and kisses SA