please; help me understand

catorce

I woke up at 7 o'clock this morning I knew that it was a Sunday so I knew nobody would be up. 

I skipped upstairs and made some pancake mix (one cup flour one cup milk and one egg) and made four crepes with Nutella strawberries and raspberries.

I walked past the kitchen and into the living room where I sat in the corner of the l shaped couch.

I picked up the remote and just put on rte for something in the background. I pulled out my phone and scrolled through insta, I went onto snap chat, the girl that I met at IKEA had added me and I added her back I snapped her first just saying hay , obviously she didn't respond straight away

i went onto my youtube on my phone to check the comments.

comments 762,987 

ytuser1:oh my god this was uploaded a few seconds ago 

ytuser57: oh my god are they a thing 

annaoop: just found my new yt idea 😋

ytuser666: i always knew she was a whore 

end of comments 

I put down my phone and took a bite out of my pancake

I always get hate but this is just a lot more serious so i guess i thought they would have some restraint.

I found myself looking at Aer Lingus flights to la. I ended up booking one for today at seven fifty pm.

i ran downstairs and ran into sorcas room and jumped into her bed beside her 

ugh you 

bitch 

who else would it be 

i guess this is better than sam 

exactly 

so what are you doing here 

well i booked flights to la for later solo you should probably get up and ready .

ughhhhh what time

seven fifty 

okay 

she rolled over and hit my cheek (lightly)

whats that for 

waking me up early 

its like ten o'clock 

yeah. early 

come on one last swimmm pleasssseeeeee

fine only because your gonna be a pain to sit beside on the plane and if i dont do this first its gonna be living hell 

i slapped her back 

biatch go get ready 

ugh fine 

10 minutes 

i left her room and back into mine and put on a basic black bikini and one of sams big hoodies and a pair of black biker shorts.

i walked out into the hall to a very impatient looking sorca 

race ya 

i put the finger up to her and ran to the wall clearing it then across the road clearing the next wall and over the dunes 

let's goooo i shouted 

bitch 

skip the beach because I'm a lazy ass 

we got back from the beach at 12 witch leaves us 4 hours to pack and get ready 

I just brought back the stuff that I brought with me except for a mini suitcase that i put one of sams hoodies in and a few pairs of GAA shorts in.

after i finished packing i went to tell sam since mom and dad were out. 

sam, caoimhe

hey I'm going back to la

k

and sorcas coming with me for a while 

oh no. i really don't care i just hope you two don't die *he said this sarcastically*

okay then tell mom and dad will you 

yep 

bye 

bye

i walked out of his room and back into my bathroom and had a shower i left my hair natural but in a bun and i got changed into this 

went to my hand bad and put my phone laptop and some other stuff like tissues into it. 

i walked out into the hall sorca wasn't ready year so i decided to make a tiktok (god put you in my life for a purpose and yo might_____ but its worth it)

I finished and posted it with the caption @theoneandonly takes ages to get ready 😤

It took her a few minutes before she came out wearing a massive hoodie that went down to her knees.

Who's is that 

Nobody's 

Why 

I mean many its because it's down to your knees 

No I bought it like this so that I feel like it's somebody else's 

Okay then loner let's go 

We went outside and got into the car

So where am I gonna be staying 

What do you mean 

Like your living with the boys so where am I 

With me bitch ass hoe 

Ok 

Your so DIFICULT AHHH 

Calm your tits 

I don't have anything to calm so HA 

Okay body shame yourself then 

Just drive 

I crossed my arms angrily as we drove to the airport