please; help me understand

Siete

I just sat in my room listening too I'm closing my eyes feat siloh, Billie Eilish and theses boys ain't shit while crying 

Nessa came in to tell me that they were going to get food but I declined 3 times but she knew me better than to ask what happened 

I was thinking abou what sorca was saying about going home so I decided to text her and ask 

                      me

Cád(me): were you serious about me coming home 

me: yeeeeeaaaaaaaa

Cád: can I stay at yours

me:no 

Cád:......

me: jk bitch of course 

Cád: okey my flights landing tomorrow at 3am, can u pick me up😗

me: of cours mf 💓

Cád: ok bitch 🖕 see your fat ass then ☠️

me: at least I have an ass for u to see 👁👄👁

Cád: at least I'm not fucking gumpy w ur long ass 🦵 

me: I could be a model 👩🏼 And you couldn't do 💩

Cád: excuse me ☝️ who's in l fucking a rn 

me:...

Cád: that's what I thought 

me: see you tomorrow then 

Cád: thanks bitch 😘

me:😘

                   End of messages 

I got off the floor and packed a suitcase and a hand bag all Cary on bec we saving our money 💵. I made sure too pack a swimming togs and me thermal wet suit boots for the sea.

I took selfie and posted it to insta and captioned it.

@___hopeee___ I'm coming home biatch

 I texted the girls chat 

Names 

Ire grl= caoimhe 

Teady bear= nessa 

🥺🥺🥺= avani 

🥵👩🏼⏰=Addison 

Bitches turnt into ma fans 😈😇😘💓🥵

Ire girl: I'm goin home tmrw for like a few weeks thought I should tell ye 

Teddy bear: okey I hope you enjoy no drinking 

🥺🥺🥺:why wouldn't she drink, why r u going??

🥵👩🏼⏰: yea y, but I hope u have a great time 😘

Ire grl: I'm pregnant, don't ask don't tell, bye imma sleep. 

End of messages 

I wasn't acc going to sleep I was just heading out the door of the house mentally preparing myself for this 22 hr trip. Ugh 

I got to the airport and went through costumes and all that shiz and then got some Starbucks just a iced green tea then went to wait. 

As I am Irish I have an hour to spare so I just walked arround looking at how everything is so over priced, I already had a neck pillow.

Finally I went to the terminal to board I looked arround to see that one one really cared about me if they had they would've come right. 

Anyway I boarded and sat down I had an aisle seat but I was surrounded by Irish mammys, I was scared to move in case they had a wooden spoon in their bag 

I went on tiktok and made a tiktok 

Burr if I lever she gon did well bitch you done with ice and I pull up with no knife cuz they bring guns to fight. I lip sinced and danced in my chair.

A/N

I HOPE ITS OKEY LY SM