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Sorry abt the name on the last two I changed it after I published it and now it won't let me change it 🤷‍♀️

Skip the hospital shes fine lol

caoimhe's pov

I walk into my room so bloody tired, Nessa was smothering me all day and as much as it was nice for the first few minutes it got annoying after a while.

I decided to start a diary for my progress on ya know MY TEENAGE PREGNANCY.

I got out a canvas-backed bullet journal that I had (let's just pretend that's a normal thing)

I got out my paints and painted different pastel blobs on the cover, then when they were dry I drew black lines in a spiral making flours. 

on the first page of the journal I wrote some info about me

name: Caoimhe hope Garcia

age: 18

birthday:1st of November

sexuality:STRAIGHT

as i wrote straight i don't know i felt like i was pressing myself,  but id never liked a girl that's weird why would that even cross my mind in straight right 

hobbies: being lazy lol

nationality:Irish

 (don't come at me I'm an Irish author and her mums Irish her dads from my and his dad was from Ireland don't belive me she lived in clare ((btw i just said this bed i know some people r gonna get offended lol)))

i went onto the next page and wrote about my day

today it was dramatic, to say the least, I found out I was pregnant and to a king scum that is Bryce hall but OBVIOUSLY he doesn't know whats happened. I went to tell they boys well because IM LIVING WITH THEM, and fainted and got brought to hospital blah blah blah. I was writing the front of this and i found myself ques-

I started writing that line and started to delete it because i was being irrational.

 i closed he journal and got ready for bed . I put on a pair of blue flannel shorts and a black lace bralette

 i took a mirror pic and decided to put it on my personal acc

 i took a mirror pic and decided to put it on my personal acc

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___hopee___: I do be kinda missin the beach doe 😢

sorcasdieing: come home bb 

-I wish I could 😢

nessabarret- come outside we have a pool

- does it have sand and waves and is in Ireland, I didn't think so 

bryceeeeee: u cute 😊

ath+b=bath: i hope your okayyy 

-thank you but I don't think I will be for the next like nine months

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I walked down the stairs and into the garden, everyone was there. I walked over to nessa who was sitting on the edge of the jacuzzi behind the camera.

The boys were filming some YouTube video or sm shite like that.

I wasn't really paying that much attention to it. I was scrolling through Instagram when I heard them talking about their first drink (let's just pretend they did that qu) 

J=josh

Jdn=Jaden 

J: I'd say I was like 15

B:yea I'd say that too

G:like 16 

Jdn: yea it was like around that age 

"Can I say when my first drink was" I said 

 "yea sure" said josh 

"I'd say I was like 11 or 12 when I had my first drink" 

I shrugged not thinking anything of it cuz it's a normal thing in Ireland "no we mean like get drunk on your own like not a sip out of your mums drink" said Jaden suspiciously

the thought of my mam made me shudder, i left home young and lived with my bestfriends family i consider them my family even when im talking to the boys, they dont know about my traumatic past and why should they.

 "no yeah well I wasn't alone i had my friends there with me" I said 

B: be honest we're not gonna laugh at you 

I am being honest 

G: then call one of your friends that were there.

Well there all probably in bed or at a gaffer,

Jdn: a what?

A house party I'll call her now tho 

I picked up my phone and called the only person that I was still in touch with from Ireland sorca (it's pronounced ser ca) I looked through my favourites and found her and face timed her

She picked up after a few rings. "Well," she said shortly "are u at a gaffer ring now?" I asked 

S=sorca

S:ye 

Okay so I'm with Bryce josh Jaden and Griffen and their filming a q&a and the question was what age were you when you had your first sesh"

B: why the hell are they talking like that 

A sesh is just where u go out drinking in a field 

B: what?

you remember the first sesh you brought me too right 

S: cén fath *she laughed* 

What age were we when it happened 

S:probs like ehhhhh god we had a phase after the first one like eh like 11 or 12 I guess. 

C: exactly 

S: i really need to talk to you soon 

C: cén fáth

S: Bhí mé ag mothú féinmharaithe le déanaí níor cheap aon mhórchúis gur chóir dom labhairt leat ar a laghad

C: má chuireann sé mothú níos fearr ort tá nuacht mór agam.

S: ill have something to look forward to so

C: Right I'll let you go so 

S: right bye bye bye bye 

Bye bye bye 

End of call 

Me:You believe me now 

Jdn: yall were talking in morse fucking code

C: we were speaking Irish, Well ye must've heard her say 11 or 12 right 

g: right

B: what were yall talking about in your secret language

C: why do you think we didn't say it in English, anyways I'm going to bed tho night.

Everyone: gn 

I walked upstairs and lay down on my bed 

 I got In under the duvet and fell asleep 


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