Idol love ♡ txt Huening kai ff

c h a p t e r 15 | sad ?

* this can be a little sensitive to some of the viewers. *

2 days later.

Yejin : I need to weigh myself now.

I got up on the scale and closed my eyes. When I looked down I was at 37kg ! YES ! I finally loss some weight. This is good ! This is really good. I'm happy. But this is unhealthy. Whatever. It can't hurt me right ?

E:U: Yah Maknae. Have you been losing weight recently.

Yejin : Have I ? I played dumb. E:U hates when the members starve themselves. She says that we should lose weight the proper way.

E:U : Yes, some of your baby fat is gone.

She got up and squished my cheeks.

E:U : wow a lot of it is gone.

Yejin: well uhm ! I'm just losing weight naturally. I have brand deals to work for !

Yejin has been working with fashion Nova and Chanel for a while.

E:U : ah okay. But it better be the healthy way .-.

I was about to laugh. My unnie is so cute.

Yejin : Dont worry ! I'm doing it the proper way.

I lied. Of course I lied. I couldn't help it. I'm too fat. I'm too ugly. I need to be a perfect image.

Later that day

Mia : Yejin ! Can you buy some drinks for Yiren and Aisha.

Yejin : sure !

Mia: I'll leave some spare change on the table. I have to bathe right now. And they're really craving lattes recently. Also get one for me too !

Yejin : Ok unnie. I smiled.

I got ready to leave the house. I grabbed the money and exited my dorm. I was happy. But I also wanted a latte. But I shouldn't get one. I'd gain weight back.

I started humming to myself while walking. I realized that it was a little quiet. I was confused. But oh well. I made my way towards the cafe. I loved that cafe so much. It was beautiful. ( it was the one Huening Kai showed her ) I made my way inside. Then I saw my favorite person in the world. Beomgyu !

Yejin : Hi gyu! I said smiling.

He turned around. He smiled as well.

Beomgyu : Yejin what are you doing here ?

Yejin : well I'm buying some drinks for my unnie's !

Gyu : oh wow. That's sweet of you.

Yejin : yes it is. I laughed.

He smiled but then his smile went away.

Beomgyu : Yejin ... you look so pale.

Yejin : huh ?

Beomgyu : Are you feeling well ?

Yejin : Yes perfectly fine. Why ?

Beomgyu : Are you sure.

Yejin : Yes , Gyu. I'm fine.

I had a little headache actually. I have eaten at all.

Beomgyu : come sit down.

I sat right next to him. He smiled. Beomgyu is the type of person who could just make your day.

Beomgyu : soooo,, I'm actually seeing someone right now.

Yejin : Nancy?

Beomgyu : Yep, but I'm scared to ask her out.

Yejin: well don't do it too early. Do it when it's the right time.

Beomgyu : I should. But how?

Yejin: just be you.

Beomgyu : I'm weird.

Yejin : that's what girls like about you !

Beomgyu : you're right.

Yejin : I'm always right :)

Beomgyu : so what's up with you and Kai.

My heart dropped. I did not expect him to ask that. How should I respond. But before I could... someone walked in.

Huening Kai : Beomgyu I'm her- Yejin ?

I put my head down. I couldn't stand seeing him. My heart hurts when I see him.

Huening Kai's Pov :

When I said Yejin my face lit up. I missed her. A lot. I told Yuna that I just wanted to stay friends. I really loved Yejin. I missed her. But when I saw her with Gyu I felt kinda jealous. What was she doing with him. I was walking towards them until I saw her get up and walk out. I knew this would be my only chance so I ran towards her.

Kai : Yejin Wait !

Yejin : ...

Kai : Yejin hear me out. For a second please.

She stopped.

Yejin : What do you want ? Make it quick because I don't want to get caught with you.

Kai : Yejin , about Yuna. She kissed me first. I froze. I didn't know what to do. I stood there like a stick. Yejin please forgive me.

Yejin : Kai ... I've been hurting so much because of you.

Kai: I'm so sorry.

Yejin : Sorry isn't going to make things better. Please just let me think about things.

Kai : Yejin please ...🥺

Yejin : Kai. I need to fix myself so that you could date someone pretty. You can't be seen with me. I'm too ugly for you.

Kai : Yejin dont say that. Please don't call yourself ugly. You're beautiful.

Yejin : but -

And that's when he kissed me.

TBC