Mia's words comforted me. She told me all about how they almost got caught. She tried cheering me up. Of course I will still sad about this , but I have to keep my head up high for my fans.
I decided to post something on my instagram.
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Have a good day my dear forevers ❤️ likes 1,265,869 comments 89,278 eunjihan: pretty girl. skandlittle: she tries to hard to look pretty. mess101:agreed.
I was ok with everything. I was trying to be happier. For my fans. I care about how they feel. I know I shouldn't, but you can't help it. My fans mean the whole world to me.
3 days later.
I've been modeling a lot recently. I have a hectic schedule. I haven't been sleeping a lot lately , but it won't stop me from modeling and acting. I'm training to become an actress. Once I turn 18 I'll become an actress. I am too young for that right now, but I hope I become better at acting.
MAMA 2020
Today was finally the award show. I've been practicing for so long. I heard that TxT won't be attending as they have a comeback to prepare for. I wasn't upset or anything. I'm over Kai. I won't fall for him again, although I can't deny that he was someone I truly loved. If only I wasn't so reckless back then.
Hyuka: Good luck with your performance ❤️
3 hours later. The award show finally finished. I was relieved. We performed a good stage and ended up receiving the award best new female artists for 2020. I was happy. Finally we all walked into the van and as soon as we stepped in , we took of our heals. Jeez it was so hard to walk in those. Anyways the manager gave us our phones. Then I noticed I had a message. It was from Kai. My heart stopped. Am I dreaming. I opened the message.
Hyuka: Good luck with your performance ❤️
I froze. I didn't know what to do. I was so scared. I shouldn't reply to him. It would make me look bad. But did that matter ?
I'm not going to text him back. I won't.
Kai's Pov :
Yeonjun : Ning, please clean up after yourself.
Kai: I will. Just give me a second .
Jeez. Yeonjun keeps telling me to keep the house clean. It was always messy so why does he care so much now? I did not clean up after myself.i wasn't going to .
YEJIN'S Pov : Onda: Yejin... you looked good on your insta photo.
Yejin: thanks ...
Onda: I'm sure someone liked it.
Yejin : yeah I guess.
Onda: Well make sure to head to bed early. We have to start preparing for a new comeback soon.
Yejin : REALLY ?!
Onda: Yes Yejin, did you forget that tomorrow is the day we start learning our choreography?
Yejin : Of course not. I'll head to bed now.
Ring.
Yejin: Kai, thank you for the support ! Also can you please meet at our spot tomorrow ? At 9pm . I need to chat with you. Alone.
I knew she would reply . I smiled to myself. I started jumping. I was happy that she didn't ghost me. I'm just really glad that she's still there for me.
