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Chapter 18

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"She is not fine. She isn't fucking fine Lorenzo she could've died or worse they could've raped her." I said pacing back and fourth in Lana's room while she was sleeping. 

"But they didn't Giovanni calm down." Lorenzo said.

"Calm down? Lets see you almost lose the one person you love"

"you love me?" Lana's sweet voice called out.

I turned around to see her sitting up with surprised eyes. I walked over to her bed taking in a deep breath looking back to see Lorenzo smiling and then quickly walking out the room leaving me and Lana alone. 

why do I feel so nervous all of the sudden?

"well, honestly I wasn't planning on telling you but since it came out then I might as well. yeah I do love you. I know you won't feel the same way and its ok I get it its just I want you to know that I'll wait for you. before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason. I think about you all the time. In the morning, at night, in the middle of the day. It's you. It's just always you on my mind.  Even when I don't want you on my mind you somehow always seem to come up. Sorry I know I'm not that great at expressing my love or as a matter of fact anything but I just want you to know that I mean it" 

"You really love me?"

"I do. I really do, you should know that by now" she looked at me with those big blue eyes and just hugged me tightly. 

"I love you too" she said taking in a deep breath.

"really?" I asked pulling her off me. 

"yeah really, I wasn't sure until today. but when I saw how you got all these men just to find me made me realise that you care about me enough to risk your life for me"

my hand caressed her cheek as my other one squeezed her thigh. we looked at each other for a couple more minutes when I just couldn't wait any longer so I pressed my lips harder to hers biting her lower lip.

I pulled her into my lap, and she straddled me with her hands in my hair. she began taking my shirt off when I stopped her. 

"Wait, are you sure you wanna do it now? "

"I'm sure" she said.

Lana's POV:

we both finally admitted our love for each other. its weird isn't it? its like we've been through so much and somehow all my hate at the beginning turned to love..

I saw him look at me, his eyes going to my chest that was covered with a very thin baby pink shirt. his hands slowly made their way to my neck tracing little circles that made my skin tingle.

"are you sure you wanna do it now?" he asked again as I began taking his shirt off.

"I'm sure" I said.

his hand went at the bottom of my shirt slowly pulling it up, exposing my stomach. "So beautiful" he said.

he pulled my shirt over my head exposing my bare chest. his lips came in contact with my breath and I felt my teeth sinking down onto my lips when he began to suck on them. "Fuck" I moaned.

his lips then went onto my stomach, and he continued each time putting small kisses on every part of my body.

"We can stop whenever you want" he whispered softly.

"No, i don't wanna stop"

He laid me down on my back slipping my shorts along with my lace underwear. "Fuck Lana" he said as he licked my inner thighs. "I've wanted to do it for so long now"