HIM

Chapter 25

it's been a couple of days now. Giovanni and I are back from France and I am trying my best to keep the fucker in his bed, because doctors said he should be resting. but knowing Giovanni he wont actually do it so I have to keep an eye on him at all times..

"I love you" I said crashing my lips onto his when we were taking a shower. 

He inhales sharply and groans. "Oh, what you do to me?" he murmurs, one hand cupping my chin, the other skimming over my body, my breast, my waist, my hip, and around my ass.

he kneeled in front of me keeping his eyes on me as he licked my Cl!t. "Keep your eyes on me baby" he said.

"Fuck" I moaned in pleasure as he swirled his tongue over my Cl!t, pushing his tongue into me he held me down as my legs started to Shake uncontrollably.

he gets back up turning me to face the wall, and bends me over grabbing me hips and gently pushing into me.

"Fuck Lana what are you doing to me" 

He swivels his hips pushing deeper, making me groan. "oh Fuck" I moaned. 

"I need you" he growls, his voice low and husky. 

"I'm so close" I moaned.

"me too Baby"

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"Hey" Giovanni whispered, tipping my chin back and gazing at me with concern. "why you crying? did I do something wrong?" he pulled me closer to him as we sat on the bed.

"No" I replied. he wiped away a lone tear with his thumb and tenderly kissed me.

"Whats Wrong? you know you can tell me right?" 

"I know, it's nothing really I was just thinking about my parents" I whispered. 

"You are strong and you Don't need them. you shouldn't cry over them"

"I know its just a shitty situation. I'm thinking about when I have kids, and how they will grow without grandparents and I hate that"

"we will get through this Baby you've got me"

"I know" I said putting my head on his Shoulder.

"Just think about happy things baby. we are getting married soon"

"I know its just I wish things could've gone differently"

"Well, sometimes things don't go as planned and I guess its for the best" he replied kissing my hair. "I need to go, do some stuff but I'll see you later alright?"

"Alright"

The next couple Hours...

"Hey girl what's wrong?" Angel said walking in my room.

"nothing"

"oh Come on tell me"

"I'm thinking about my parents you know, its hard without them"

"I get it but you need to remember that they left you and you should move on from that"

"I know but its hard, I feel like I cant do it anymore. I cant keep on putting a happy face when clearly I'm not happy."

"is it only about you're parents that you're thinking or could it be Giovanni as well?"

"I guess both"

"are you having second thoughts?" she asked concerned.

"I don't know. I am lost at the moment"

"but you love him right?"