"Let go OF ME!"
I ran and ran and ran until I was breatheless and lost. Well, I was already lost. I felt- feel lost. I need Tsukki but I- I can't accept an apology if there's no meaning behind it. You hear people say "love is pain" a lot, but that's not true. Not having love is pain. When I didn't pay attention to my problems it was all kittens and rainbows, but now when I face reality, it hurts. I'm deeply wounded, and no one knows how to heal me.
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I want to speack to Tsukki but I can't. Nobody is holding me back but me.
I just can't. And I don't know if it's because i'm actually mad at him or i'm scared that once I start talking to him, I'll start crying and won't be able to stop...
I want things to be right but we have to talk about things for that to happen. But every time Tsukki opens his mouth I run. And every time I just think about opening my mouth I worry. All we need is words to be said but I keep them silent. Tsukki doesn't love me though. So maybe it's better if the silence stays.
So that river of tears doesn't come back.
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