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❝End.❞

It was ending. All of the pain and suffering he went through..
Was finally ending. Once, and for all.
After all of those sleepless nights and miserable days,
It was finally ending.
There's no use of turning back now.
He's done it.
And nothing can ever undone it.

He was nice.
She was cruel.
He was sad.
She was happy.
He was there for her.
But she was never there for him.
He loved her.
But she loved someone else.
He cared for her.
But she cared for someone else.
He wanted her.
But she wanted someone else.

But it doesn't matter, because he will be by her side.
It's fine if she doesn't remember him.
The only thing that matters is that she knows he's alive.
But that will come to an end soon.

He was there for everyone.
But no one was there for him.
He asked how everyone felt.
But no one asked how he felt.
He asked if anyone wanted some help.
But no one asked if he wanted help.
He was everyone's supporter.
But no one's his supporter.
He was kind and loved everyone.
But no one loved him and instead took his kindness for granted.

But it doesn't matter.
As long as everyone's happy,
He's happy too.

He loved his mother.
But she didn't love him back.
He adored his father.
But his father broke their promise and never came back.
He protected his little brother.
But his little brother stabbed his back.
He loved his family.
But his family doesn't love him.

But it doesn't matter.
As long as he has his family,
It'll be alright.

Even if no one loved him,
It's fine.
Even if everyone took him for granted,
It's fine.
Even if everyone doesn't know him,
It's fine.
Even if no one knew he existed,
He'll be fine.

He was fine in the beginning,
Why isn't he fine now?
He never cried when everyone ignored him,
Why is he crying now?
He never wanted to end his life,
Why is he ending it now?
He never wanted to kill them,
Why are is hands stained with the colour red now?
He never wanted to say he hates them.
Why is he hating them now?

Why jump when death is the beginning?
Why live when life is just hell for you?
Why love when it'll just hurt you?
Why trust when when no one believes you?
Why care when everyone hates you?
Why try when you're just gonna cry?
Why cry when you're just gonna lie?
Why lie when you just want to die?
Why even be happy,
When you're actually sad?

Why?
Is it because you don't want to give up?
It it because you know that everything is going to get better?
Is it because you know this is God's plan?
Is it because you can't?
Is it because you're a coward?
Is it because you know that no one cares?
So why?

The voices are talking,
And the demons are laughing.
Your mind is broken,
So why even try?

The clock is ticking,
And no one is here.
The rain is pouring,
And no one knows.

It's a dream.
And he wants to wake up from it.
But he can't.
Why?

Because he doesn't want to.

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