this is where it all begins...

I don't even know at this point

I mean, the title pretty well sums it up. Between school, college prep, and family bullSHIT...I don't even know. Like, what. the. fuck. 

I just...ugh. Fuck it. Fuck it all. Just let me move the fuck out and live my own fucking life. 

This makes me sound like a bitch. Like my life sucks. It doesn't, on a big-picture-level. It does on a I'm-tired-of-living-in-a-small-town-and-everyone-knowing-my-business way. I mean, I had to hide my boyfriend from everyone for a month. I didn't have to...that makes me sound like I'm ashamed of him. I'm not. He's a perfect, good-looking gentleman. But due to my family's bullshit, I did. Why? Because they suck. 

Lesson: own that shit. 

Peace, bitches.