Poetically Lifted

My lonely

Is it just me God, or is it every woman,

A desire to be held, why can't I master my lonely,

A desire for companionship, but then I pull away,

Should I desire no more than friendship, what's causing me to stray,

Searching for love without upholding the standard of truth,

Because although I desire righteousness, the cracks I slip right through,

My desire to honor you, somehow followed by a desire for love,

Strangely that same desire fighting the pressures of this world,

Is it just me God or is it every woman,

Wanting to be beautiful in someone's eyes, have I not mastered my lonely,

A desire for attraction, do I not see my worth,

A will for satisfaction, but only for true love,

A look in the mirror followed by many awkward thoughts,

Typically burdening my conscious because God it's my fault,

The potential I see, effortlessly blinding my view,

Lord help me crucify me, make me complete in you,