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another chance

We're still here eating at the cafeteria.

Mingyu and Tzuyu, well as usual, still fighting over small useless things.

I just rolled my eyes and munched on my food, as I'm just used to it.

And what I mean of eating, is Eunwoo feeding me.

I denied him at first, saying that it has no use, but finally agreed when he kept on bugging me that this will be a boost on our  so called 'plan'.

Jungkook was looking at us eversince he entered the cafeteria.

It's a tad bit unusual because Yeri is not with him.

His eyes were a bit teary making me curious.

Is hs really jealous?

If yes, then  why?

It's not like he likes me.

My train of thoughts were cut off, by the bell ringing, signalling that it is time to go back to classes.

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It's been weeks since the plan has started.

Me and Eunwoo got closer.

While me and Jungkook....

Well.....

We still haven't talked yet.

After a few days, he started getting weaker, making me a little bit worried.

I just brushed off the thought and continued walking to the classroom. Constantly humming the lyrics of the song im listening to.

Why would I care for him anyways?

He have Yeri, and I have....

Eunwoo.

When i arrived in the classroom, I immediatly dropped my bag on the floor, and plopped myself down my seat.

I sighed heavily, and put my head on my hands on top of the desk.

I was about to doze off, when someone lightly tapped my arms.

I rose my head, and removed my earphones from my ears.

My eyesight is a little blurry, and some random blobs appeared , causing me to rub my hands on my eyes.

I felt someone's hand on mine.

"Stop rubbing your eyes. It will get red and will be irritated."

I immediatly let my hands down, once I recognized the familliar stern voice.

"What the fuck are you doing here?!?"

I raised my voice at him.

"We need to talk later at the rooftop after classes Lis."

His voice is laced with sincerity this time.

"Why do we need to talk? Didn't i tell you to get the fuck out of my life?"

I saw his eyes flashed a bit of hurt.

"Please this once Lili. And after this, I'll promise to never bother you anymore."

I contemplated with myself, once I saw his sincerity.

After I ignored him, he's still waiting for  me to talk to him.

After I ignored him, he's still willing to let me enter his life.

I don't deserve him.

He just smiled lightly and ruffled my hair.

"I'll wait."

Then he left to his seat.

I was stunned by his actions.

I touched my cheeks and felt that it was burning.

I covered my whole face with my hands, but immediatly removed them when I saw our professor walk in.

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Classes ended, and I'm arguing with myself whether I would talk to him or not.

Mingyu and Tzuyu went home together, because I told them, that I have something important to do.

They're neighbors anyways.

While Eunwoo, his mother called him to do some chores.

Making me all alone in the hallway.

Contemplating whether I should go talk to him or not.

I puffed out a breath, causing my bangs to fly away.

Then his innocent doe eyes appeared in my brain.

That is now replaced with tears and hurt, and is now lifeless.

Because of me.

His wide tooth bunny smile.

That is now replaced with a frown.

Because of me.

I finally made my decision.

I would go talk to him.

And maybe.

Just maybe.

Give him another chance.

EYOOO LONG TIME NO SEEEE....

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