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Anika

'Can we talk Richard? Please? I Really miss you' I said as I knocked on his door...again. I knew he was inside and that he was listening to me. It has been three days since I told Richard what happened between me and Zabdiel, and I really missed him like hell... I was slowly giving up, so I started to walk away, when his door opened and he appeard in front of me

'Cmon in Nena' He showed me his smile, whoch made me smile at him in resppnse as walked through his door, towards the onsode of his apartment.

Zabdiel

'Are you sure you want to break up?' I asked Catalina, who was with her hood on and her bags around her. These past three day we have been arguing and in the middle of a fight she saod she wanted to break up.

'I love you Zabdiel, but I love myself the most. And It's clear that you like Anika, eventhough you were a son of a bitch to her.' She took her hood off and walked towards me 'but to be completly honest to you... I hope she makes you suffer, like you did to her' Her words cutted like sharp knives, but I knew they were the purest ones. She really meant that and slowly I started to believe it too. She grabbed her things and left the keys uppon the counter and left.

Anika

'Are you still mad?' I asked richard while I put my things on the table in the kitchen

'No, I realised I shouldn't be mad, you didn't knew we were friends and maybe keeping you from them since day one was a mistake from my part, maybe if you knew from the beggining, we could have avoid many things, but I love Anika, I love you with all my heart and I would rather lose my life than to be without you' It broke my heart hear him saying those last words. I loved Richard too, but it was obvious for me that, deep down, I still had feelings for Zabdiel, but I could and I will not them come to surface. He hurted me and I will never forgive him that. I got out of my thoughts and smiled at the boy infront of me and hugged him.

'I just have a question...' he said as he pushed himself from my embrace and looked me with those brown eyes that I adore. 'You can't really have kids of your own? I am sorry of I sounded rude and you don't need to answer' Does it still hurt? Obviously. But now I was accostumed to the idea that I will never have children of my own, neither grow up inside me.

'Well...I can't have, in and kind of way, a baby of my own. Does it hurt? Yes it does, but you have every right to know that. You're my boyfriend, and you need to know these kind of things.'

Zabdiel

I knocked on Chris's door and quick as I could say his name, he opened the door, revealing himself. I stormed inside his house and sat in the sofa.

'Y a ti que te pasa brother?' He asked me as he sat next to me.

'Anika was my first girlfriend, and now that I saw her, now that I saw her with Richard, now that Catalina knows the truth and we broke up, I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I don't know what to feel, except the fact that I still have feelings for her eventhough I was a motherfocker asshole to her.' I saod that so fast that even I was confused from what I have said.

'Just breathe... y ahora me puedes explicar lo que estabas deciendo? Pero con calma carajo' Chris got up and went to the kitchen and when I saw him, he threw a bottle of water in my direction, which I catched and I began to chug it down like I had been thirsty for days.

'Anika was my first girlfriend' the more I told him, ths more his expressions changed.

'Look Zabdiel, you know I love you, but fuiste un cabron, la nena estava embarazada, tuvo un aborto, descubrió que no va nunca a ser madre y tu le pusiste un par de cuernos? Que onda chico...'

'I know I was stupid, I can never forgive myself for what I did, but I was out of my mind. She was entering a sever depression and I guess I was too. We always had this dream of becoming parents of mini persons like us. I guss that was what broke us...'

'No Zabdiel, you were the one that broke the thing you had. She was going through the worst fase of her life and you still managed to drag her even down. I am disappointed in you, I truly am.' Chris got up from his seat and started to pace arpund his living room. 'She's with Richard now, and he really love her, just make sure to not ruin that too' He left the space, leaving me alone. I deserved every word he said. And the mkre I thought about Anika, the more I realised I still liked her. I picked my phone up and searched for her ig and scrolled through her feed, I could emend things between us... she was with richard, happy, or at least is what she shows. I want her and I need to get her back.

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I FINALLY HAVE UPDATED!

Ok, sorry for the caps lock 😂

First thing first, Zabdiel is getting on my nerves. He better not ruin Anika and Richard's relation or else... and I hope Anika really fights her feelings and doesn't go running tl him...

Second thing second, this week I will be a bit off from posting because I have all of my exames starting tomorrow and I just want to run to the hills and stay there until I get my diploma, but oh well...

I hope you enjoyed this small chapter; Thank you for being here ❤

Love you all ❤

-SavingR