I am mad
I don't feel it often
I should be raging at the hell
Satan let loose in my life.
His party tricks are certainly up to par
When everything keeps hit me harder.
It's the terrible trauma that gets me
I'm scared to be like him,
Caught in the railroad tracks
Of people seeing me mad
When I don't want to be seen as anything
Less then great.
So there I go again,
He's trapped in my head
Repeating like a damaged cassette tape.
Anger seems like the most pointless emotion
When your mad at things you can't control.
But it's so important to be mad
You scream roaring at the fire he set
To see the worst thing in the world
Knowing in anger something needs to change.
But being brave letting them see the anger
Is a different story.
Abused to the point to not to show emotion
It's hard not to be self conscious,
Terrified.
Coming from seeing what anger does to people.
I'd rather play in society's rules
But when I need to feel something
I want the courage to be brave.
I want to roar speaking from mind
About prejudices, hate,
About my story.
I don't want to be a robot
I want to be human...
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Melancholy - poem
PoetryEnjoy well written poetry that is relatable for many, in short or long entries each chapter. It is sad, motivating, and breathtaking to read with each part relating to things I've been through and others have been through too. It's a well worth it r...
